A Super Bad Day

Today has made me super angry le. Sad, Angry, Vexed and many more other emotions lor.


Today, my school celebrated Teacher's Day by running a 2.8 km cross country race. And you can guess what position I got if I tell you I was so close.


So have you guessed?? I am first in my class just like my 2.4 km run for my nafa test. But I just miss out on a trophy!!!!!!!!!!!! The top 20 people will get a trophy but I got 21th !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wat siah..... I run and run, run til my toe bleed and only get a collar pin!!! What the f....ish man!!!! I was so close again to getting my 5th medal this year and reach my goal this year to win 5 medals!!!! And now, I have only 4 meadls and now the pre-season tournament that will be played during the december holidays is currently very important as it seems to me that that is my last hope of getting my last medal and reaching my goal. BUT the tournament is for the best 5 schools in Singapore and Australia to compete in so what are the chances of winning there since the current sec 3 that were playing for Mr Ng, most of them never come already and now Mr Razak has to get other sec 3 who are interested to join.*Sigh* My 5th medal might not come.

Now, for somemore bad news, Sports School has just proposed to our C'division soccer captain!!!!!!!! I had very very angry. He accepted the form!!! So he might be going!!!! And now how do I get to dream of becoming National Champions!!!!!! He has lead us to many times then now he is going to leave us!!!! He is usually the man of the match. A prize asset for the Soccer team. And now, we cannot count on him anymore!!!! I am very angry with Sports School. They just take in players and players. Take all the god players and leave the lousy ones to the rest then when the compete, they win. The newspaper will be biase and say that the sports school train very hard which they do and keep on praising them but always forget that they take all the strong players!!!!!!!!

Now the soccer team is in deep trouble but we have to wait and see what happens though I have a feeling he will stay as last year he turn down an offer to go sports school. But we may never know coz things don't happen the same twice [usually].

Cafe Cartel

Wow!!!

Can you believe that I just sppent 65 cents for my lunch!!!

I had inter-house soccer games today and we won 3rd after fighting sec 3s lor, we all sec 2 only siah. But that is not the content and I think this blog entry is short lor. Today, we went to Cafe Cartel at IMM lor coz on Sunday is OGM , our gay monitor. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TO YAN HONG!! You are 14, so you no chance of getting silver for nafa test le. Haha......I think I next year also fail le coz cannot do chin up. The standard kind. ( I better continue)

So we went to cafe cartel at IMM and we "so called" celebrated our Gay Monitor birthday. There was 5 of us and I follow coz I go for the free flow of bread. Haha... Only 3 people bought the food so me and Clement go for the free bread. We like typical Singaporean lor. We showed the typical Singaporean Spirit by taking about 2-3 loafs of bread. Gary lah, take so many. I take for everyone then you go take for yourself then no bread, you stupidly go take the fake bread. Those made of plastic, you can eat ma??? You really joker man.......

So we ate slowly but only me eat very fast coz I need to leave for the school inter-house soccer games. I ate so much but still feel so hungry. I thought eat bread good, and filling but why I feel like I never eat lor. I eat until 2.30 pm then go off but we only settle down at 2.18 pm. I like eat what siah.......

I remember eating so much. Apply butter, apply tata sauce, apply ketchup, apply like a super desperate guy but the bread very plain wat. I eat so much then they say I drowning myself with food coz still sad after the National Final lost. Wat a joke lor!!! Haha...........

So I spent just 65 cents coz bread also got cost. About $1.49 then add GST become $2+ then we all spit lor. But i really hope cafe cartel does not changes their free flow of bread. So got lunch that cost 65 cent again. Haha......

Day 3 of the Painful Defeat

Wat siah. I am still in self-denial mode lor.



I still cannot believe it!!!!!! I can't believe that we lost!!!!!!I can't believe that we gave up such a good chance of getting into the history books of Hong Kah Sec. I can't believe it until NOW!!!!!!!!!!



I know that we gave a good fight for Sports School. I know that we did our best but we were just not calm enough to put the ball in the back of the Sports School net!!!! We were so close!!!! We could be National Champions right now!!!!! I could have a C'Division Gold Medal locked up in my Cupboard right now!!!!



How I wanted that Gold Medal. I wanted it so much so that I cried!! I cried after the match!! I cried in front of the Lower Sec!! Now, i like no face le. So Sad. I cried and cried, I have a feeling that the camera man manage to get a shot at me crying. I hope that it does not come out on the newspaper lor. And I think that it should most likely not lor so I should be luckily lor. I cry even my soccer teacher could not make me stop. The principal and vice-principal also come down to comfort me but I still like cry lor. *Sigh*. I only stop for a few moments during the prize presentation coz I afraid get captured but in the end, I still continued to cry again. Wat siah, I so no face le. But I really hope I can get over this defeat. Try again and seek redemption in the B'Division. My Season is over, now I have to focus on my studies. But I will like to thank everyone again for supporting me. And tell me how you all now the outcome of the match on Saturday afternoon or before? Is it Jun Hoong tell your all one is it?

A Childhood Dream fufilled

I am now currently emotionaling(if you understand),

I had a childhood deam that I will one day play in the Jalan Besar Stadium, I had heard that the field there was good. I wanted to play there went I saw it, how big it was.

Today, I played there. My childhood dream was fulfiled but that was not my aim totally. I was playing there for one reason. And that one reason was to become National Champions there! To send back the Singapore Sports School back home feeling sad. But things did not turn out the way they were.

We lost to Sports School after extra time 2-1, It was just 2 more mins to penalty-shootout!!!!

We score first, we were leading Sports School after I wa fouled near the penalty box and our captain score from the free kick!!!!!

So 1-0 up, we were. We now believed that we could win it.

We defended and defended, ran and ran, Cramp and cramp all the way but somehow, Sports School manage to get a penalty!!!! Somehow!!!!

They scored so we were now levelled.

We had our chances but kicked it over so we then brought Sports School to extra time only after we were all cramping. About 6-7 players were cramping and some at sports school side were cramping. We were all going all out.

I think you people know what happen during the extra time, they scored after we were all so tired.

But before the match, I was not confirm to start in the starting eleven coz I was to nervious of the final. I was not performing up to standard. But still I manage to start. It was so cool to walk out of the tunnel into the field. The music they played was so grand lor. What a nice experience. The field was indeed good.

But despite the nice experience, I broke down into tears after the final whistle. I just could not believe that we had just been robbed of being national champions!!!!! But I tried my best to not cry in front of the camera. But still my eyes were very red. Then sfter I collected the medal, I started to cry again. My school vice principal and principal had to say words of encouragement to me to stop me from crying like you all did your best, and you ran especially the most but still la, I like no face le. Haha

Despite the outcome, I want to thank Jun Hoong for coming to support me, Mathew for encoraging me, my classmates for encouraging me, my teachers for encoraging me, my soccer boots for letting me play so well and that was his final game with me, I am sad that it will leave me and I m sorry I could not give it a farewell present of being national champions and last but not least God for bring me into this final. I had a lot of pressure to perform so that we will win but we did not.

So we are national runner-ups, not bad a result.

So thank you, and I am not sure this blog will be so updated now since my soccer season is over.

My "Friend's" Funeral

My friend, My friend has help me achive many things.



It is my soccer boots. Just this year only, I started wearing my Mizuno soccer boots. I have 2 of them though thay are differnt colour. One is White and Red and the other is Black and Blue. I favoured the white boot so I started wearing it first followed by the Black boot.



So me, it is both a happy event and a sad ending because I am the only first eleven soccer player wearing a unknown brand for boot (Mizuno), this boot has done so many things for me. It has done thing that I might never even think of doing. It has scored goals, it has help me get into the starting eleven in my school team after I had spend a whole year on the bench, as a non-school team member, it has also helped me scored spectacular goals, such as my two bicycle kicks which I have tried before but never hitting the at all. I very thank it a lot and God.



I cannot say that the pair of boots I wear helps me play better or improves something like my strength or speed. But I has allowed me to show my real self.



I played with my White and Red soocer boot first. It played with me during the season's pre-freindly matches, the Issac Tournament and the West Zone C' Division tournament. I have broke into the first team with it. Help my team break the deadlock in the third and fouth placing match against Victoria, which I came off the bench during the Issac tournament which we threw in all Sec 1s, by scoring a goal which was said to be oofside but until now, I still disagree lor. Shazwal was the one offside lor not me lor and he did not try to get the ball, he wa jogging back!!!! I should have that goal!!! But I still manage to get a penalty after that which made us one - zero up but they equalized by a free kick later. *Sigh* But atleast we still won a sec 2 and 1 team by penalties later on. And that pair of boot, scored a bicycle kick against Krangi Sec, my first bicycle kick that I scored!!!!, and won me my first west zone GOLD medal!!! yeah!!!!! BUT unfortunetaly, before that west zone final, I found out that my boot was going to spoil. The sore was to drop out soon which made that soccer final my goodbye and thank you to that soocer boot. Thank You.



Then after that boot was gone, I started wearing my black and blue soccer boot. I got used to it and scored a goal against the Indonesian's back in Medan. My first goal with that boot though I was not able to control it like the other pair of boot. I thought of going to buy the same pair of boot back but decided not too. Then soon, the national round began and I scored one goal against Bedok View Sec but it was a header. But from then on, I continued to score more goals with my head until against Fuchun Sec where I scored my second bicycle kick. Somemore, I have just scored two bicycle kick in just in one season and it is my very first season!!!! Soon, come Greenview Sec, the defending national C' Division Champions who were on a winnig streak throught out their season, and we won!!!Somehow!!!!

So now, we are in the national Finals and will meet Singapore Sports School after they beat Queensway Sec 1-0. Tomorrow will be the finals which will be played at jalan besar stadium at 3 pm so I hope you will be there to give your support. And I really hope I can win to give my black boot a farewell present.

My Return

Thank God,

He is strengthening me and I have an issue which I needed to settle. I am afraid to continue living with that issue as I fear the day that God will judge me. And all I needed to overcome it is discipline and so I have vow not to do it and better, even not entertain that thought.

God has told me that my foundation in the Word was begining to showed signs of falling down. That was a issue which was solved. Thanks to God whom has used us to shine his glory. I needed the grace of God then and I remembered what is the true meaning of the grace of God. I needed God to discipline me. And he did but not the way of hurting me, like bring me to suffer hardship. I might have suffered have many attacks from the Devil. I was badly wounded, both in the physical and spiritual realms.

When I went to Church on 17/08/2008, hoping for redemption from God. on that day, I hear the word from God throught Dr. Joseoph Akintunde. God had given him this burden which he has shared with the church and how true it was. I needed the fire from the Holy Spirit. I needed it because I needed it to let me see the true light again. I needed it to get me back on the path that will lead me to Heaven. I needed it to see the direction from God. At first, i felt very dead. I was not worshipping God. I was still seeking for redemption. I was listening to the words of truth. I was seeking. I was seeking for redemption!!!!!!!!!!!!

I listened to the message, God had spoken to me. And when Dr. Joseph Akintunde asked for those who raised their hands to come down to the altar of get the fire of the Holy Spirit. I went down. I was seeking now the fire from the Holy Spirit.

When I was down, I felt the presence of the Holy Spirit a.k.a the Holy Ghost. He was moving in that place. When Dr, Joseph Akintunde laod hands on me, he said "receive the grace of God" and that was what I was searching for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was also healed. I felt a new leg was given to me. My spraine ankle did not feel any pain. I could walk properly again. Actually, I can walk properly but that was forcing it lah so this is truly something great coz now I do not need to massage my ankle and waste my time :)

And so, I thank God for what he has done to me and what he is doing to me for they are going to make me become a better person. Thank you, Lord.

I am also very happy that Jun Hoong is back with us and now, I can step down by a bit but it does not end my calling. So Jun Hoong is back and now, I wait for my return. This young warrior is returning to his Father as a better person.

By the way, this song impacted me a lt and brought back memories for me, it is called "God of this City"

You are the God of this City

You are the King of this people

You are the Lord of this nation

You are

You are the light in the Darkness

You are the hope to the hopeless

You are the peace to the restless

You are

There is no one like our God

There is no one like our God

GREATER THIGS HAVE YET TO COME

GREATER THINGS ARE STLL TO BE DONE IN THIS CITY

I Apologize

I am sorry that I did not attend the Spiritual Gifts Seminar. Really sorry.

This week has been a roller coaster ride. Winning the National semi-final. Being first in my class's boys for 2.4 run. These things are great but they were from God. You may think that I thanking God means I am running smoothly but I feel that I am not. I have heard about the death of my neighbour's father and he was a muslim. I am blaming myself. Why did I not invite them. How could I have just looked at them and not do anything.

Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where has my passion and love for the lost gone too!!!!!!!!!!!!

Where is the discipline that I once had???!!!

I am fearful, I had "so called" taken a lot of responsibility. Have have my calling to fulfil. I have a job to do, I have to be strengthen. I have now a lot of commitment. I have my difficulties. The devil is indeed attacking me. I believe he is trying to make me tried physically which he has done. Now I have a battle in my mind which I must win. I need to be strong. I need to retreat and seek direction from God. I need God to give me rest. I must be strong. My faith needs strengthening. It must stand firm on the Word for my eternal salvation. I am going under trails and I really need your prayers.

I remembered once Jun Hoong said when someone takes a lot of responsibility, he needs to retreat and seek direction from God and since my cell leader has not been coming for D.I for 2 weeks, the "so called" senoirs had to step up so I kind of step up. And so I "so called" retreated this morning. I was reading my bible and of course, I was reading the New Testiment. But I could not understand what was the true meaning behind the verses. I am confuse. I need to see the light. I have sin, I need to repent. I need to do a lot of things and today. I have seen tha tI need to go back to the basics. My basics are not exactly super firm. I need to sort out some stuff within myself.

I had to fight within myself to decide if I was going and I felt that I might as well not go since I had a feeling I was not going to learn so I decided to pull out of it at the last minute. So I am really sorry :(

I must be strong in God. I must not fear the things that I will faced, I must not fear the uphill task I am to do as I have the almighty God.

Erm....... so my prayer requests are:

- That I may stand firm in the Word.

- I do not fear the task I have to compete.

- That my burden for the lost return to me.

- That the wounds that I have gotten be healed.

- That I may see the light once more.

- That I will return to become the me that I once knew. The cheerful me that would bring joy :)

- That my physical wounds also be healed such as my spraine ankle which just gave way straight after I wake up from my sleep.

- I also need the grace of God, I need to be more forgiving

And that should be all forks, pray for me and.................................

I AM REALLY VERY VERY SORRY FOR NOT TURNING UP TODAY :(

Nafa 2.4 km run

No...............................

Why must it be today..........

Why must be on the day that I am injured................................

But how would have thought that I would do well in my 2.4 run though I was not the best??

I managed to clock 12 minutes sharp for the 2.4 run with a spraine ankle!! I was the first in the class. I beat Shakir by one second lor!!!!!!! so he is 12.01 seconds!!!! Well done to him man, you just came in second in the class!!!!

I started the run feeling alright. I did not feel so much pain lor. I did not really even feel any pain lor. I run two rounds at normal speed. No faster. Shakir ask to be partners since we were on the same speed. During the third round, I felt that I had slowed down. Shakir was infront of me!!! I think it was because I keep on jump in and out of my track since everyone keep on walking lor. I lazy waste time so just skip out of the track on the drain then skip back in, so fun :) Everyone was encouraging me including Mr Yeo, he say football player must get good result, the sports leader kept on saying " Come on, Seng" they also say " Come on lah, in the finals already". Erm.... like no link leh. I had to do well, I had to prove that I am a real football player that is fit. Shakir then stoped, he could not run, he was tired and so was I lor but I did not stop. I continued then he started running, he ran faster so that he was in front of me again but I heck care lor. Who cares if you are first, who cares if you beat everyone. The only person you should win is your best as everyone is different. I continue my speed for all the round and in my mind, I keep on thinking " Ok, when I reached near the ending, I sprint." but Shakir sprint so much earlier. He must have thought he was going to be first since I did not showed any attiude of chasing him. I was tired but I had just tricked him. He went back to his normal speed when he was reaching the ending since he created a 3-5 metres gap with me but I sprinted when I reached the nearing and of course, the Hong Kah first eleven striker managed to get a leg over the line before Shakir did. He did not see it coming that was his downfall but Congrats to him. He did well.

But despite finishing everything. I have to thank God, he has very help me. He has show me that his is always on your side. He has help me and all this things would not have happen without his help. So THANK YOU, GOD .

National Gold Medal !!??

Wow,

Who would have thought Hong Kah Sec would be in the National Finals?????

This is indeed something so spectacular, something so unimaginable.......

Lady Luck must have been on our side man.

The match was something you would wish you have watch it.

Before the match, the day before, I somehow spraine my right ankle. I jump and landed wrongly man. How scared was I !!!!!!!

Tomorrow, is the match of "my life"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How do you heal a spraine ankle in ONE day????!!!!!!!!!

I go ice and rub it but like no use. It did not heal fully. How to play my best when you are injured???? Thursday is NATIONAL SEMI"S FINAL!!!! Friday is NAFA test 2.4 km run. How siah????

I did pray. I managed to control the pain. I believe it was God that helped me numb the pain.

[The actual day]

AARRGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I wokeMy ankle still feel pain but now feel MORE pain!!!!!!!!!!!!

I still play lah. Of course, I want to play in this kind of game. Plz lah, who would not play if they got such a chance???

I feel that I did not behave the way God would want me to behave. And usually, God would show me through myself by making me lose. And I would reflect on it. But how siah, if I lose then all over leh .....!!!

I repented of course, you would have seen the change before and after recess.

I was so nervious, This was the first time I was going to play in a national semi final!!!!!!!!!!

I prayed. I prayed so much more different lor. I instaed worshipped God in my heart. I ask him to help me through this thing. I said that whatever might happened, I will alway praise you.

On the way there. I saw this memory verse in the bible. It was on a school's wall. It wrote:" With God all things are possible". How I thank God man. He was talking me. He was saying that only with me can you go in to the national final.

From then, I changed my thinking. I said to myself that I have no power, no power to decide the outcome. Only God can do so.

The match then started. 5 minutes into the game. We were one zero up thank to Shazwal great pounding on the ball when I managed to tricked the defencer that I was going to take the ball but I let is bounce. Man, what a great strike that was. The National Final now did not seem so far away.

BUT 10 minutes later, they equalized from a corner. It was our mistake. No one cleared the ball and they headed in the ball. I was so sad. Waht a beautiful goal was cancelled out by a dumb goal. I like said to God, pleaze help me. Let me celebrate this match.

I had seem to put my faith on the line. I then fought back with myself. I said : Why should I put it on the line. Why should I? What is more important? The rest of my eternity with God or this match. I knew those thought that put my faith on the line was from the Devil. He keeps on lying on and on lor. No break in between siah. No day shoft or night shift siah. He very hardworking one, he work 24/7 a day siah. Must learn his no slacking attitude.

From then on, we were under so much pressure. All the time! They just attacked and attacked. They did not play the passing football game. They played like how not so good schools play. They just take the ball and pump it into our half and wait for our mistake and score. I find that a very lousy way of playing "The Beautiful Game". Luckily, for the first time the defence seem quite solid.

Then came half-time, We were scold for allowing such a soft goal. The goal was like as if we give them siah. And now, we are tied. If it continued like this, it would mean a penalty shootout. But in the second half, we tried to score and so did they but they were attacking most of the time. We would find some space some times but we cannot score. They then pump a long ball into our court. Our last man miss it completely, their striker got the ball. He WAS ONE ON ONE WITH OUR KEEPER. HE KICKED IT BEHIND THE GOALKEEPER!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS ROLLING NEARER AND NEARER INTO OUR GOALPOST. OUR DEFENCERS RAN AND RAN..................................................................................................................................................


LUCKILY, we manage to kick it onto the goalpost but the striker was closing in!!! He was tackling our defencers!!! We were slugging our way out!!!! The ball was on the LINE, it can go either way!!!! It could decide who will go through to the FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We anyhow kick the ball. Kick there, they kick back, we were playing tennis lor hit the back and forward only got no net. And finally, the ball was cleared. The pressure was lifted. And oh ya, I nearly forgot, Greenview brought a lot of supporters, about 2 buses but not as much as JVS. They bring about 5 buses of supporters only to see themself lose only lor. But not matter waht. They scream to high, I scare till can pee in the pants siah ( Note: I did not pee in my pants!!!!)!!!!

The game was brought into extra time and I was taken out in the sart of the second half of extra time. I was so scared. There was only 5 minutes seperating the penalty shootouts and then!!!

But we were brought into penalty shootout. And the result was this:

Hong Kah's no. 7 take the spot kick and ......... he converts it.

Greenview also converts theirs.

Now, Hong Kah's no. 18 takes it and the keeper is diving the wrong way BUT he manages to tip it away!!!! It is saved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Greenview slots it in again!!!!!

So 2-1 in Greenviews favour.

Hong Kah and Greenview both convert their 3rd and 4th kick.

AND NOW, the deciding penalty kicks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who will go into the national final???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4-3 to Greenview, Oh now, it is 4-4!!! Hong Kah just converted their chance.

NOW, the deciding kick. Nerves have to show up.The Greenview player talk a few steps back and he runs forward.......................................

And he shots in to the top corner BUT the keeper managed to save it!!!!!!!!!!

4-4 is the score for the penalty shootout!!!

Now, for Sudden Death!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man, I was so nervious then. My teamates were praying. I heard him mumble words out. I was wondering??? Can you see God and the Devil hands around each other ????

My guess NEVER.

Let's continue,

Hong Kah shots......................................................................... And he converts it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Greenview shots now .............................................................. But it is SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hong Kah are now through to the National Finals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Celebrate man!!!!

I must thank God indeed!!! And now, I can dream about National Champion!!!!

I really thank God for this chance, this chance is indeed something that may never happen again. This is the first time that I see for he first time God has show me that he really helps me. Last time, I would lose everytime I prayed. But now, he has showed me that he made me lost to show me my mistakes but no matter what happen he would help me still. He has done the impossible lor. He has show me that truly, all things are possible through God who has saved us and that we cannot do such things.

How Great is our GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.s Could our give your coments on my comentation, ok?

The Month Of August

This month is difficult month for many lor.





So many are sick, exhausted, and undergoing trails!!!





D.I, I believe is going to benefit a lot after this though I do not know when it might end lor. God is testing us and we all need to see what is important. We are reaching this cross-road and we must be united as one and go the right path that leads to Heaven. Many are fearful, many are tired and many have issues to settle. We are indeed going a new direction. My cell group are having problems, many of them. Jun Hoong is undergoing trails, we are behind you brother and waiting for your return, Justin is backsliding, we need to bring him back before another Wei Kiat case happens. Isaac has exams to study and has not join us, I am unsure whether he is backsliding lor. Hao Bing, finally something good, seems to be a bit more serious which is good, when we went handbilling, he was serious but he still has a long way to go. He needs to manage his emotions and not be impatience. Nicholas ah, a busy man I should say lor, but he is a leader to be soon, I may be next in line.



NNOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





AARRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!..........



Me ah. Erm...................





I have got so much things to do. This cell group needs my help. God has called me. I need to strength them. United them. We need to grow together. So I don't think Jun Hoong's cell should bring friends, we have not expand for sooooooo..... long. But we should united together first so that went one falls, another person can help him up. And that maybe this problem will not happen again.

Erm...... I hope you know where I am heading at ah. I am not a cell leader so if you think it is wrong, plz feel free to write on my tagboard.

The spiritual beast which is going to lose in the end is attacking. We must now stand firm in the word of God. Wear the armour of God. If not, be prepare to be wounded.

Lets do what we can to help each other. I really need direction, so does Nicholas too lor(I think). I want this trail a success a not a failure, k? So my cell, plz co-operate.

Day of His Power

That day, something happen to me.



I was tired, exhausted after my IPW lor, I went but was to fall asleep lor, i tried many methods of trying to walk out but none of them work, none manage to wake me up fully lor.



Only when I step inside the Max Pavillion(if correct spelling) then I felt, ok, I am awake time for me to see God, to felt him and to return to him. On that day, I was angry, tiring and was not exactly happy lor. I could not worship god fully, I was not feeling his present, only later on was I able to worship again with all of my heart.



My attitude has change, we must NOT look down on people who come form 3rd world countries as they play a huge role in the development of our country. I want you to look arond you, do you see buildings and other things. They are build by them. We, Singaporean, have denied them of their rightful wages. We should repent. We should seek their fogiveness, they have taken dangerous jobs, we have also overworked them and you still call them names. Why do you do so????

I hope you can see it. They should be a part of us not strangers to us, we should include them not exclude them.

Later on, Si'er told me something that I could feel, I felt the urge to do it but it means scarificing others things but I was not sure. He told me something, that I now MUST take up the responsibilty to step up. Do help ease the burden of my cell leader. F.Y.I - We are still waiting for you lor. God is almighty, seek refuge in him man. I have a calling, I MUST fulfil it before it is to late.

p.s : I feel like a cell leader, a very young one. I now await the the return of Jun Hoong to give us a direction. So waiting and waiting and still waiting.......

IPW ends on 08.08.08

Wow, time has past so fast



Now, I have to bring so many books to school again *sigh*



It has been a week of fun, hardwork and slacking. How much has our group bonded together, so many problems have occured, so much frustration we felt with each other but still we somehow manage to stay united. How others studens from the normal stream tried condemning us how they commended how lousy our work was and trying to break up our team. How much patience God has, how does he love everyone that was like me during primary school, how does he manage to forgive me of all my sin. And how I hate my past self but God manage to bring me together to become what I am today. Lord, you are such an almighty God which is just unimaginable. How big is your heart and the love you just gives us like that.



Well, I want my pizzahut!!! I hope we do get a good grade and then I can start eating my treat only after my national semi's and final/ third and fourth placing.

I hope that the work that has been done played off and we really win a award then got treat even if not, the play made a lot of peploe laugh including us, it was not so historical but more of a joke lor.

The last day, a lot of things happen, we were about to finish, onlt edit play and print posters and flyers but we cannot download the play inside the computer only ater a long try then we pass it to Mr Razif to help us edit but somehow, our group leader past wrong disc so not editing done. I want to cry. Then we also forgot to return back to class for our teacher at 12.30 pm to access us on our work as we thought it was 1.30 pm lor again another mistake and how siah??

But luckily, Mrs Ow say we tio access on Fri lor so HOD access us, so scary! On Fri, we also edit then only manage to edit to scenes out of 4 so, in scene 3 and 4 people see the NG shots lor, so joker lor.

Now, our results are unknown, my pizzahut treat is also unknown and all these thngs again are in God's control.

Dad's Car

Wasted siah,

Papa going overseas again lor. He is going to Dubai for one month and will not be able to watch me play my 3rd and 4th placing match/ the final. So sad that he can't see me wear that medal that God has given me for the first time.


But today, I am going to talk about a bad habit I have which I change but still that thing happens lor.


It is my wallet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is the problem!!!!!!

But how lor can my wallet be the problem lor???(you may ask)

I think it like got magnet to my dad's car lor. Everytime I put my wallet in my bag, it will till find a way to be left behind in my dad's car.

Yesterday, I found it again in my dad's car again lor. I was going from Church to my tution class then my dad followed me coz he go pay the fees lor. Then I go check my bag as I could not find my phone but it turn out to be in my pocket lor. LOL man..........

As I was finding it, I found out that my wallet was not inside lor.How scared I was man!!!

I had $20+ inside my ez-link card and $60+ in cash lor. If I lost it ah then I got sad life siah, a really very sad life. I called my sis 6 times!!!!!!!!!!! but she never answer!!! I wanted to ask her if my wallet is in church though I doubt so as I remebered that I stuffed everything inside my bag but the reason that i on touch my phone when my dad drove me to "school" so I did not believe it was there lor.

I had ask my mum to go back and check lor. But I still doubt it was there lor.

Since I could not find it in my bag after checking it 4 times!!!! I follow my dad back to the car to check and guess what!

When I was walking back, I was very afraid of losing my wallet so I pray to God that I will find my wallet and that it will be in my dad's car. I felt the peace of God with me but when I open the car door (guess what)..................... I did not see it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My heart felt let down but chose that it was still there so I when to find it manually and I FOUND IT at the side of the car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hallelujah, to the Lord of Heaven and Earth!!!!

Letter of Strength

Hello,



This letter is dedicated to my cell leader, Jun Hoong.



I know you are under a lot of stress and undergoing trails and I know that at your age, the trails are so much more tough lor but I want you to know that your cell will be behind you coz you are a good cell leader. We do not care what you think of yourself but we know that you are a good cell leader.

We might make you think that you are not doing a good job by the way we behave but do not jugde a book by its cover. I can sayI have grown and that you are doing your job well. You have some issue to settle first, confirm!!!

You have low confidence, just like me when I play soccer on the field butmy confidence will go when you just do it. Did not God wrote in 2 timothy 1:7 that " For God did not give us a spirit of fear but of POWER, LOVE AND A SOUND MIND" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so be brave and strong. You are someone I look up too. Literally. Hehe.......

Settle those problem and stay as our cell leader. We(your cell) may not know what you are going through but we are always behind you. Nick is going through a trail, my sis is also and so am I, which makes this month a month of strengthening.

BE STRONG IN THE LORD FOR HE IS ALMIGHTY. BE STRONG AND WE ARE WAITING AND LOOKING FORWARD FOR THE NEWS AND STORY OF HOW YOU WALK UP OF IT WITH VICTORY !!!

BY your cell member,
AH SENG

P.S I think that this letter might not be so well written lah but I still think you get what I mean lor. You have too man!!!

IPW for Sec 2

Woooooooo!!!!

NO LESSONS for 1 whole WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Only project work in groups, but I like super unlucky lor, my group leader is student counciler but he is a poor leader lor. The members all slack then to get the work flowing, I have to assign the roles and things our leader should be doing lor. So tiring......... how siah to last 1 week like this. I go take lousy role in the group then now like become leader. Arghhhhhhhh........

I am going to get SUPER STRESS now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I though that the whole week I can slack and rest but now how to slack siah?????

We doing drama about Lim Bo Seng then I suppose to write the script now but I doing almost everything. Some of them maybe not slacking but still lah. Hope I will still have energy lor to continue playing my PS3 and other commitments.

I hope our group can finish this project and quickly so that I can start resting. If got more of project work, I hope they give us longer time and easier project so that I can be allowed to slack.

Now can afford to relax a bit as my job is not needed now so I must make use of my time.

No matter what might happen, this "learning process" is cool and fun and relaxing. So...........
WWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!