Thanksgiving Day 2012

Well. Just watched X-factor USA and I teared. Like literally, got something watery below my right eye or eyes since some say I have eye bags!

Grr. I broke my code 3 of 'In Exams' but that doesn't mean I will throw it out. I ain't going to be moved, emotion shall be suppressed as long as As is concern. It has been like this, it will remain as it has been.

But since "The Man Who Cannot Be Moved" just got moved. I will make an exception until I awake tmr...

The show made me reflect and recall things that were around me. Things that I didn't really treasure. Things that I didn't really have the guts to chase, things that I was too foolish not to throw my face and cherish it. Now its gone.... Well, can't turn back time. Cherish what is before you then, you'll never know when they disappear..

Its so easy to remember the many things I lost this year, yet so hard to recall the beautiful moments experienced. Thats how the human mind tends to work eh. Well, still recalling... Oh well. Chao.

I Miss Me.

Well. What has this year been? Something to thing about. I don't know whether this is in the heat of the moment, but I have only one word to describe it. Misery.

Ok, was considering putting misery and mugging. That would be 2 Ms. But nah, everything could be classified under the former.

My write up on the year would explain much. But its like never going to happen, that I would tell people. Yet, I am too nice. Brief explanation.

Just yearning to smile and laugh again. Like a real wide smile, that tells a joyful me!! And a laugher! That I cannot control my laugh! Like literally ROFL! But haizz. Never got to experience that this year. Even soccer couldn't put that smile back on. How to? when you know you are worsening your physical state. It hinders the joy! Then what else is there..to bring that joy back... 😪

I miss Yue Seng :( Really do.

H.O.P.E

Well, one week passed in A'levels.

But this just came into my mind....

H.O.P.E.

Hold On, Pray Endlessly

Well, or hope could mean this for a few people. Although I felt it didn't make sense..