This song got stuck in my head. Alamak!
And I am beginning to like Demi Lovato too..
But here is the most important part. There will always be those days you remember why you chose the piano, instead of any other instrument. Well, today is one.
As for updates on myself.. Hm. Still. If people remember why this is my favourite song, they would know my feelings right now...
Friday, September 21, 2012
Monday, September 17, 2012
Prelims
Hihi! 40+ more days to A'levels.
Prelims have already passed. So what are my results?
H2: 29,39,39
Quite a good intake for H2 subjects when I studied and was looking for a B-C grades. So 40 more days to maintain such grades as it seems. And sign on and my life away to NS -.-
Haizz. I am demoralized. Pretty much an understatement. I really don't know what to feel, to say, to think at all.
All it not alright. Its all bleak right now. I tried, and that makes it harder to swallow. It should be study harder. Give me a break, like I really have the morale to fight on after a landslide defeat. What about regroup fast? I have 40+ days left. Do I look like I have time to regroup. Once I regroup, I will be in the exam hall waiting for a UUU. Triplet code for an amino acid as it seems.
I am considering deleting myself from the Earth, or existence and re-emerge after 3 Dec. Delete Whatsapp, FB, Twitter, Instagram, and not pick up calls or reply SMS anymore but the most important is that I will even not be seen on the streets. Then I will spend time mugging all the way.
What about the blog? This is probably the last you will read for a very very long time.
Prelims have already passed. So what are my results?
H2: 29,39,39
Quite a good intake for H2 subjects when I studied and was looking for a B-C grades. So 40 more days to maintain such grades as it seems. And sign on and my life away to NS -.-
Haizz. I am demoralized. Pretty much an understatement. I really don't know what to feel, to say, to think at all.
All it not alright. Its all bleak right now. I tried, and that makes it harder to swallow. It should be study harder. Give me a break, like I really have the morale to fight on after a landslide defeat. What about regroup fast? I have 40+ days left. Do I look like I have time to regroup. Once I regroup, I will be in the exam hall waiting for a UUU. Triplet code for an amino acid as it seems.
I am considering deleting myself from the Earth, or existence and re-emerge after 3 Dec. Delete Whatsapp, FB, Twitter, Instagram, and not pick up calls or reply SMS anymore but the most important is that I will even not be seen on the streets. Then I will spend time mugging all the way.
What about the blog? This is probably the last you will read for a very very long time.
Sunday, September 16, 2012
M or S
Masochist or Sadist?
To a extent, everyone is either or. But most are both. There are some people who are a pure masochist, or a pure sadist. But I think they are rare. Most people like to inflict pain either on oneself or others. But there are boundaries to everyone's torture. Everyone probably has drawn their own lines and will not cross it just to derive more pleasure or satisfaction from it. So then what are their standards??
You don't know! Haha! Cause you may not en know them :p Teehee! But this one you should find an answer. What are your own standards? The boundaries in places, when the wall must be erected?
Well, thats for you. However, who really thinks of such stuff? Don't point that finger at me. I will -.-... it would be unlikely that you know what you are. More of a S or a M? This was topic raised (See, I wasn't thinking about it!) and I have been labelled by my sister as a Mosochist. Would kindly love to differ, but all my arguments proved invalid either by her or by myself. I really do NOT remember her punching me in the stomach when I was very young and she said I just took the impact in. Seriously? I didn't know that! :O
I would agree that I have grown used to pain. And have created an Abyss. Now that this Abyss slowly coming to light, people are beginning to probe into it. Some want me to get out of it, which I would hopefully before its too late. I myself would personally love to escape to, to destroy an experiment gone wrong. I can't follow Dr Kurt Connors of "The Amazing Spider-man". Got to put an end to it. Soon, and very soon.
On the other hand, felt that I have kept it at bay really well. 2 more moths before I settle the old scores.
FYI, when to search the meaning of Masochist
Masochism:
To a extent, everyone is either or. But most are both. There are some people who are a pure masochist, or a pure sadist. But I think they are rare. Most people like to inflict pain either on oneself or others. But there are boundaries to everyone's torture. Everyone probably has drawn their own lines and will not cross it just to derive more pleasure or satisfaction from it. So then what are their standards??
You don't know! Haha! Cause you may not en know them :p Teehee! But this one you should find an answer. What are your own standards? The boundaries in places, when the wall must be erected?
Well, thats for you. However, who really thinks of such stuff? Don't point that finger at me. I will -.-... it would be unlikely that you know what you are. More of a S or a M? This was topic raised (See, I wasn't thinking about it!) and I have been labelled by my sister as a Mosochist. Would kindly love to differ, but all my arguments proved invalid either by her or by myself. I really do NOT remember her punching me in the stomach when I was very young and she said I just took the impact in. Seriously? I didn't know that! :O
I would agree that I have grown used to pain. And have created an Abyss. Now that this Abyss slowly coming to light, people are beginning to probe into it. Some want me to get out of it, which I would hopefully before its too late. I myself would personally love to escape to, to destroy an experiment gone wrong. I can't follow Dr Kurt Connors of "The Amazing Spider-man". Got to put an end to it. Soon, and very soon.
On the other hand, felt that I have kept it at bay really well. 2 more moths before I settle the old scores.
FYI, when to search the meaning of Masochist
Masochism:
~ the act of turning one's destructive tendencies inward or upon oneself
~ gratification gained from pain, deprivation, degradation, etc., inflicted or imposed on oneself, either as a result of one'sown actions or the actions of others, especially the tendency to seek this form of gratification.
Saturday, September 15, 2012
The Price
Many things can turn one's head. Freedom, money, hurts, and the list goes on...
Once heard, "There is a price to everyone's morals."
So what happens if someday, someone decides to buy out your moral. Would you give in? There may come a price too huge to refuse, too tempting to decline, too enticing not to accept. Well, its been on my mind for a while.... What is the buy-out clause for my morals?
Would I ever considering selling, giving in to the thing that I live by, to give away the thing that I hold dear, that defines me... Food for thought...
So what happens if someday, someone decides to buy out your moral. Would you give in? There may come a price too huge to refuse, too tempting to decline, too enticing not to accept. Well, its been on my mind for a while.... What is the buy-out clause for my morals?
Would I ever considering selling, giving in to the thing that I live by, to give away the thing that I hold dear, that defines me... Food for thought...
Monday, September 10, 2012
Daddy God
Daddy God had began his efforts to find his prodigal son. Trying to find him and draw him back. Yet the son still chooses to hide.
*Will do up a story soon.. Its a trailer now*
*Will do up a story soon.. Its a trailer now*
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
This is Music
Need to find something to update with... Shiok covers!! Or I found this guy who is zai sio!
Alright. Not only about the guitar. Lets move on to the piano.. They call themselves the PianoGuys.. LOL! But I really respect this guy in the group called Jon Schmidt! Zai sio... He composed a song at 17 years old.
And another zai one.. Jarrod Radnich.
Should have saved them all, and released one by one right? So can more 'updates" Haha!! Enjoy bah... There is a lot more zai stuff on youtube.
Alright. Not only about the guitar. Lets move on to the piano.. They call themselves the PianoGuys.. LOL! But I really respect this guy in the group called Jon Schmidt! Zai sio... He composed a song at 17 years old.
And another zai one.. Jarrod Radnich.
Should have saved them all, and released one by one right? So can more 'updates" Haha!! Enjoy bah... There is a lot more zai stuff on youtube.
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