Prelims.. The Trial of Trust and Faith!!

Hi, I am going to blog this on a serious note coz these few weeks have been wreck for me....

Hm.. The prelims made me fight to not sleep!! It caused me to be over-stressed man!! Well, it has been a battle of emotions, of stress, of tired-ness, of fatigue, of faith and of trust for me sio... Let me elaborate..

Well, the lead-up to the Prelims have been really tough on me.. Firstly, I hate to study!! Secondly, the prelims was the exam my parents would use to see if i deserve my Iphone4.. Oh man!! :( Then this was the first exam I actually bothered to study in the build-up instead of last-min then go and study.. Aiyo. Usually I will study study the day before.. but this time I used my holidays to study!! Wow!! LOL.. But it was not easy studying.. honestly! I was affected my many things... Well, many mishaps and sad events....During the lead-up, my grandmother got admitted into hospital!! I was upset lah.. And you should and will know how I felt if you read the previous few posts.. I was affected, I could not concentrate on my studies!! I was sadden, and unable to concentrate sio.. And so I was thought to fight with my emotional to study hard for my Prelims!!

Then during the Prelims, I needed to fight a fight against fatigue!! Well, I have been staying up rather later these few days. I feel unprepared and since I am taking this exam seriously for once!! I stayed up super late into the night just to mug!!! I have stayed till 2 just to mug and it took its toil on me by the next week... which is week 2. I actually slept in my maths paper!! OMG!! I was really very tired since I was not used to sleeping so late!! And well, by sleeping so late despite revising so many times. I actually showed that i lacked faith or lack trust in God... Studying is never enough.. That is wat i have learnt..

Then half-way through my prelims. My mum had a relapse after 22 years. I was afraid! my mum had fits again and the scene I witnessed first hand was scary, Very frightening.. See her hollow eyes, tears rowing down her eyes. Her pale face, and that fact that she did not even know who I was after the thing was very frightening... Only when you have lost something or almost lost something, will you treasure it more and I do agree with this statement.. Well, it has taught me not to rely so much on my mum no more.. I need to take up more responsibilities in the house and to not over-work my mum coz I believe she has been over-worked.. Working, coming home to cook and do all the chores. We should not our part now..

I feel lazy to blog longer, but I have been having a hard time with my mum having her relapse, my grandmother got admitted into hospital (I think she will be discharge soon, but her kidney is getting worse) and I have been very tired these past weeks!! Fatigue and tired-ness does have its side-effect!! I hate exam, they make me stress... And well, another thing is that doing our QT at 2am is a bad idea! Coz you are so tired!! I plan to go back to doing it at 10 now :D

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Prelims - Week 1

Hey dudes, I doubt I will be blogging a long post but here are some stories, very interesting short short stories about God's faithfulness and my bad luck. :( Hahah...

E-Maths miracle:

Well, my first two papers were English Paper 1 and E-Maths paper 2. Haha.. But i will just talk about the E-Maths paper coz something amazing happened. LOL.. I was doing my SD question. So SD means you go use the calculator lah. Or at least that how I would do it. Then so I go press the values in SD mode. However my calculator cocked up!! Big time!! Everytime I press store the values, it blanks out!! Then I also blank out lah!! I thought I GG... I tried 3 times, all fail!! my calculator pang sei me during exam!! Imba nia!! Then thank God!! siddenly, my calculator revived itself!! It started working again!! Woohoo!!! Then I happy lah.. Wow.. I just got 75/100 for that paper!! Coz I see my marks le!! But Prelims ain't over!! Ahah.. Thank God... O Praise him!! Hehe.. However, my calculator spoiled straight after the exams!! But who cares!! I bought another one le.

SS super suay-ness

OMG!! Was the reaction when i saw the paper!! I was like wat the bleah.. I think I kinda flunk the paper le coz I did not know how to write for my essay because all the chapter I did not study for, come out!! Oh mine!! I studied 5/8 chapter leh!! If you studied 5/8 chapters.. you would expect that one chapter that you studied for would come out right? I did, but the paper did not!! Alamak!! Flunk le.. :( This is going to be bad, my strongest subject just went down the drain.. sigh.. LOL... Nvm, prelims nia is the mindset :D then if Os, it will be just Os NIA!.. :D

History uphill task, hopeful

LOL.. I had no mood to study history actually. I am still unable to believe I was so suay!! :( LOL.. I will need about 40+/50 marks for my history le.. And well, I did not really study the whole book. I just studied 2/7 chapters and took the exam.. Well, at least I can do so it should be better than my SS paper but I need 40+ marks!! God help me!! LOL.. I wrote 9.5 pages long for the whole exam! :D Hopeful they are all not crap though. then can get a lot of marks!! :D God, you are in control. May your will be done, not mine... Have your way

Maths Double kill!!

LOL.. This is actually week 2 le, but nvm.. LOL... Well, I was mugging pretty late last night coz I needed to clock up and make up for the hours lost in the hospital on Sun. So I mugged till my father turned off all the lights so that I can't see and continue mugging then I will be forced to sleep. LOL.. Maybe I should have slept earlier coz during the E-Maths paper 1, which i will need to obtain 60/80 to get a A1, I slept.. :x Yes, I fell asleep doing the paper! I was like super tired!! I think it was due to all the fatigue accumulated in the past weeks. Aiyo... So I hope for the bet le lor.. LOL.. then A-Maths was killer.. :( There goes my targets... They ain't going to be met.. :( LOL.. But hey, prelims are coming to an end soon...

LOL... I better go and mug now.. BB :D

God!! Let them be saved!!!

Sigh.... I have got no mood to study le....

Well, I just received a call from my mother saying that maybe we would have to go down to SGH, because my grandmother... Idk what lah. But my mum said my grandmother may not have long le. She said she is dying le.. And I am like thinking to myself. I feel like a unfilial grandson!! I have been MIA from my grandmother's house for a very long time!! And I feel bad, I might not be able to make it up and time is running short... But one thing I ask, is that she would accept God!!!

BECAUSE HELL WAS NOT MADE FOR GOD CREATURE TO BE TORTURED FOR ETERNITY!! FOR ETERNITY LEH!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT ETERNITY MEANS?? IT MEANS FOREVER LEH!! I CAN"T IMAGINE THAT!! I DO NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO MY GRANDMOTHER OR ANYONE!! AND I DO NOT WANT TO SEE PEOPLE SUFFER AND BURN IN HELL!!!

So I got no mood to study lah... Because I know how hell is like, a small insight yet it is crazy!! The torture, the pain, the burning, the gashes of teeth, the screams of help!! The suffering!! For eternity!! ARGH!!! Imagine it in full!! Ouch cant even describe the horror!!

So..

"God!! I know you are in control!! I pray for the salvation of my grandmother, my dad, my friends and for each and every single of your creation!! Father!! Abba Father!! I prayer for the salvation of my grandmother!! I pray that she will come to know you!! I pray that she will accept you as your Lord and Saviour!! I pray that you save her!! That she will not go to hell!! I pray that she will see that she was made to worship you!! Father!! SAVE HER!!! SAVE HER!! SAVE HER!! I prayer this in the name of Jesus!! The son of man and son of God!! Amen!!"

Well, I can't study yet prelims are around the corner!! Help me O'lord!! I know that I can flack my prelims lah, I don't care!! All I want is for God creation to inherit salvation!!

Praise Him wherever we are

LOL.. This video is a joke.. Or I was laughing when I watched it but I admire it!!


When I first read the description, I was laughing le... It said,

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A guy walking the streets of New York just can't stop himself from praising in the streets!

LOL... I was like laughing lah.. You see the video. It is a music video, not for laughs. But imagine yourself singing praises to God in the mainland of Singapore. Orchard?? Marina Bay?? Imagine it?? Standing in the middle of the road, singing praises, worship. Kneeling down, raising up holy hands!! Wow!! I admire such courage, and how I wish I would be like that too.. Heck care what people think, only caring about what God thinks. Wow!! I want to also like him sio... "O Praise him!!" Everywhere we are, everywhere we go, everywhere we might be. Praise him. We were made to worship!! And that means everywhere.. I dream that one day, the whole of Singpaore will start praising God in the streets. Then it will be so cool. Imagine it... Wow..

Funny Moments, and Faces :D

LOL.. I was thinking.. Lets have a laugh.. Hehe.. These pictures can be found on FB but hey, must show as many people as possible!! :D Hehe..

Here are some Pictures of the Camping trip :D It was a blast, even with the lost of my wallet... :D

Rejoiced in my lost!!

Erm... Hi dudes... I don't know why but I am like spamming videos on my blog ah.. :( Haha.. But those videos are nice what, I think..

Well, I am here to blog about my lost wallet. Not asking anyone to return to me if they have it. and what are the chances that the person who took it would read this?? I am blogging about it not because I am still feeling down and so, but sure I will feel sad because it contains somethings money can't buy, and a lot of money. But hey, God is with us! He is with me all the time, he is in control. "Let his will be done, not mine, not yours but his."

I am here to blog about the weird feeling I felt. Did you know when I realise I lost my wallet. I just continued walking slowly and the strolling pace!!? LOL.... I don't know why but I was feeling peace then. sure I run up and down Pasir Ris park 3 times!! Wah, improve my fitness le lah, and I remember how the rhema boys all went to search for the lost wallet but to no avail. Hey, it is not about finding the wallet, but about the unity. To actually see them help to find it is really touching. It was something I might never be able to see had I not lost the wallet.. So I thank God no matter what has happen. I might have to live with a few difficulties for now but all praise to God!! I felt like a burden was lifted of my shoulders when I came to terms with the lost. I am not feeling upset that I lost my wallet, but thankful as it humbled me, taught be that "Naked I came, naked I would go". So no point crying over the lost but instead look towards building up treasures in heaven! I was humbled and thank God because God would oppose the proud. :D

And I think this is random, but I was thinking about X-Factor Camp. Remembering God's faithfulness. I actually prayed to god that he would build bonds in Rhema and that THERE WOULD BE UNITY!! I ASKED FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO BUILD UP THE UNITY IN RHEMA!! And guess wat!! He killed 2 birds with one stone. Imba right!! HAha...

And So I remember God's Faithfulness in the camp. X-Factor Camp how God cleared the sky and the testimonies people gave. I remember how Lefa talked about how unprepared PE was and my mum said that the right word to describe the camp was Emmanuel. And a lot more testimonies from different events on how God was with us. And how God was with me!! :D

And I bumped into two songs. Not catchy at all but they are worshipping God for his faithfulness, for who he is!! Indeed, EMMANUEL!!

And let us adore him for who he is, for what he has done... :D

Unfailing Love

Woah.. I feels so cute.. Oh man. My brain still sleeping lah.. Alamak, go camping then never get to sleep. Sleep for 15 hours le not enough sio, I still tired.. Sigh, I need to force myself to study!! :( Ok... Remember last time, I did a post about God's love sop min blowing that I am unable to comprehend it?? I found a song that fits it, or rather fits it!! LOL.. By Chris Tomlin this time. I try be a Eugene.. LOL... Random, butamazingly, I choose to listen to Chris Tomlin instead today.

LOL.. This song is more of a response to God's unfailing love... :D

Alive in You

Why this is our God got so many good song.. This one sounds sound good.. I like the rift.... LOL.. So upload lah.. :x Can we also play this song?? Aiyo, Play one set all from This is our God album can??

Where we belong

Another song from Hillsong!! This is our God album!! There!! The album is great. Or in my opinion it is... Wakaka.... LOL..

As you watch this. Read ther lyrics!! Casting all else aside!! For the joy of our Lord JESUS CHRIST!! May he bless you, speak to you through this video. Lefa! Can we play this after my Os??

The Same Power

Who knew shuff ur playlist and God speaks?? LOL.. Indeed God spoke to me even in random ways!! Isn't that great. Well, I was browsing youtube, and I came across this rather old song but impactful song. Indeed that same power that conquer the grave lives in me!! I am more than a conqueror!!

37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. - Romans 8:37!!

When asked which album to you is best for Hillsong. I would say "This is our God. Reason: There are impactful songs such as Healer, Stronger, With Everything, You are Here, You deserve, He is Lord. But the most touching song is With everything because of how God move even though the concert was already over. When the people kept praising and sing even after concert. I can watch them sing for hours. Seeing the wonders of our God. Woah!!