31 Oct 2011

OMG!! Today, i took my Chinese paper..

Well, I am not going to blog anything about how i feel right now, though I don't feel confident at all..

Instead, this is a very interesting post.

On Sunday, Pastor Timothy talked about to love is to forgive.. And who knew on the day I took my Chinese paper, I would be writing and exercising it?

Today, Chinese paper was just stunned me. everything I prepared for, nothing came out!! *See my shocked face*

Well, I was forced to write something I never practice for!! :O Sigh... I wrote q2, for those who took the paper. You should know.

Hm... How do I explain. I was suppose to write a story of a boy who came from a poor family, then he broke some school rules and the school wanted to expel him. However, the new principal decided against it and he soon went on to achieve great results in his exams.

So I wrote about it. Just write lah!! But interestingly, instead of talking about how the student begged to the prinicpal not to expel him. I just said, the principal forgave him. No reasons, no explanation was needed, he was simply forgiven. And then i talked about how the student thought it was joke, and could not believe it!

Doesn't it sound familiar? I was talking about the gospel.... It was so familiar!! How we all have wronged God, yet he forgave him. No reasons, no explanation needed. Then he encouraged us, he clothed us, he gave us all we needed, to shine in this dark dark world... and who knew, I would be "sharing" it in this way? Hm.. I don't really bother about whether I met the compo criteria, instead, I am more interesting in tell people about a true story...

And i got a video to share!!

I find this very cool!! And a timely reminder to myself....

haha!! Oh well, this is not the end of my post though.

After my exam, I went out with the soccer dudes from JJC.. Well, we went to play street lah.. The unexpected happened after the expected happen!! Haha

I got injured, yes I did. But here is the interesting part. I have no idea why the "mats' wanna to punch me. They said I don;t know how to play soccer, but i think they dont know the rules. Are not body checks, and dribbling allow in soccer? I played soccer, without any intention what so ever but they just wanted a fight. I don't know their problem, and knowing my ego. I doubt I can sallow this pill, but I forgive them. I forgive them to be free, I rather set free myself and not allow the devil to have a stronghold on me. (Its amazing how Pastor talked about forgiveness the day before.) So today, i had to exercised what i learn. Though i still wonder what might have been if he punched me.. I have a feeling I will return it to him and start a figth.. Haizzz.. But I am not perfect am I?

Chinese As

Hi guys,

I going to take my Chinese A'level examination really really soon! Like one more week!! Eeks!! I am so afraid! Ok, you cn't hear it but it true!! I do not want to take Chinese anymore!! Nononono!! :(

Well, I am afraid, I am very very afraid! I want to pass this badly but my chinese sucks! It has always been the cause! Oh well, so its time to apply the lesson God has taught me. Which is to have faith. Faith that can move mountains...

I need faith, cause this is the biggest test out of the lot. Well, if you remember, I failed my Chinese in Promos and now it can't be the case! It has to pass, I really have to pass!!

Hm.. I don't know how to describe the feeling I have. Right now, I still feel relieved about my great escape and I am beginning to slack off, and take my foot off the gas!! Which is not good! I need to start working again! my battle is not finished!!

Well, So God! please help me! I know I might be actually MORE SCREWED than I was for Promos coz language can't be really studied.. Hm.. And test of faith. Another bigger mountain...

Promos Experience

hey guys.. Just wanna share my experience during the promos period coz i know that this was one tough period for me lah..

Well... I will go from the start like the preparation to promos!! Hm.. One week before sound goods?

Hm.. Frankly speaking, I think my preparation in terms of doing it last minute wasn't really very last minute lah.. Coz my econs I finished mugging it like one week before my promos, though biology was never touched and math, chem was barely touched :/

Still, I gonna talk about my experience, and how I felt not exactly what I did lah.. Usually if you were in my shoes, you would be pressing the panic button like crazy, right? Haha.. The pic super pro.. :D Panic Button Pro, only suitable for people like me :D

But interestingly, I was not.. In fact, I felt pretty calm.. Hm.. It was like a peace within me.. Hm.. The peace that God was with me..

Well, somehow, I find that my promo was like a second chance lah. A chance to redeem myself. Well, I believe some of you know how I felt like a faithless boy.. I felt like I was Peter denying the Jesus when people where trying to persecute you., during the CTs period. And after it was over, the rooster crowed.. But this is not my post content! I am not going to get sucked back into that black emo hole...

Hm.. Remember the part when after Jesus rose up from the dead and he kinda confronted Peter?

Well, then he gave Peter his second chance, as Peter said he loved Jesus, and Jesus, "Feed my sheep.."

Well, I feel like this promos is a second chance. though from the outside, i look like I did not learn my lesson.. Kinda true actually.. But I feel different inside. It was the peace. Seriously, not joking..

Then slowly but surely, I got stressed.. Not as bad as CTs liaoz leh.. But I was, my hair can prove it. Everytime I am stressed, my hair is able to move into weird hairdos!! :D Weee.. LOL.. And this period, I could do make different kinds sia :D LOL...

Well, on tuesday, I had to complete revising biology. 9 Chap of bio. :( Coz never touch at all what.. Chiong sio.. Ok, lepak first then chiong. I started work at 3pm only :/ LOL.. Lepak really lepak... LOL.. But hey, I made to chiong 6 chaps.. Not bad leh.. Maybe, you think you got chance in the exam to pass :D Hehe...

SO... TODAY IS THE DAY!! Nah, Weds was the day it all started. The 4 days that would decide my fate.. One year gone to waste anot? Hmz.. And of course you hope to started it off well. so you go and take your GP paper, and you are like what?! Coz in your brain, only got bio content!! So I was stunned there for a while. And what do you do when something like this happens? Write rubbish.. the ques was the are aged valuable. I was like... No!! I say waste $$ nia.. LOL..whole essay on this point, I super blur like sotong. confirmed inherited my SOMEBODY lah... (Lololol. some people wont get who the somebody is :D) Oh well.. Then GP got the comprehension. And I was like.. Parenting!! What the bleah!! Me not parent, me only children. me no get what talking passage?!?! :O

So with that, I leave you to conclude how GP paper was for me :D

Move on to bio! Yes., in the same day! CRAZY JJC! 4 PAPERS ONE DAY!! CRAZY AH CRAZY AH, You PREGENANT AH! LOL... Okok, relac lah, abang.. LOL...

Well, I thought, MCQ, chiong then nap.. Then I did first 6 question. KABOOM!! Dark clouds come and flood my brain. Thunder and lightening occurs.. Ok lah, bad headche nia.. WHICH IS NOT GOOD!!! :(

MY WHOLE HEAD BLANKED OUT!! Thats is just bad... All my info down the drain... Well, I wont say I am a goner for bio coz my God could pull off a trick or two. Well, but in human terms, I am not optimistic about it! But let me say this again. MY GOD CAN DO MIRACLE, AND I TOTALLY PRAY FOR ONE!

Well, day 2 of Promos, anyone?

Well, day 2 was all about chem! Wee! Thank God, I did study for chem! Yes, i did!! Ok lah.. I studied the notes Sheena passed to me on sat! Hehe... Cheat ttm :D Nia, not cheating at all :D LOL...

Well.. I was doing it.. I happy sia, I know how to do all the ques! And when i thought i gonna pwn the paper. My brain died, seriously! It was dead, the question were not being processed!! Then when I got out of the exam hall at the end. Everything got processed and it just struck me how I could have gotten the 20 marks!!

haizz.. Oh well, Hopefully, I do pass chem! Chem has always been unpredictable.. :/ Well, God is also unpredictable what.. So we never know :D Hehe...

Lets talk econ right now alirhgt? Hehe.. Well, I thought this was a A-able subject coz its humanities.. Weee... My humanities pretty zai lah, I think.. :/ LOL.. But I screwed up Case-study! read the question wrongly.. So GG ttm :( But should be able to pass lah.. :D

Then got math and chinese!! aiyoyo!! 2 3 hrs paper!! I was like save me :( Chinese is torture but I did my best, if I fail. I would just say its is expected. But if I pass, praise God :D

Well, for math I lost 47 marks but I thank God coz it might have been more... :D Haha.. Oh well.. So I have told you the events, like after every soccer match. you look at the stats.. So here is the situation...

I need 2 Hh2 and 1 H1 to promote. I should have Econs in the bag and that will mean 1 H2 :D Well, I need to hope my GP pass, and well either Chem or Math will have a H2 pass... Well, then the one that does not meet that mark. Hopefully, it is a H1 pass or bio pass then I am promtoed next year!! :D

Haha.. But now, it is a mini-break which sucks coz I am living in fear and tense up, living in suspense :/ And i am sick now!! Haiizzz.. But I am waiting for the verdict that currently, only the Judge knows :/

Well, One Last thing...

MY PROMOS RESULTS, I UPLIFT INTO GOD'S HAND. HE DECIDES, I ACCEPT. BUT LET ME SHARE WITH YOU ONE PRAYER I HAVE BEEN PRAYING DURING THIS PERIOD, I TOLD GOD, "GOD, I THINK I TOTALLY SCREWED UP LIAOZ LAH." AND THEN I PRAYED,

"LET NOT MY RESULTS SHOW HOW SMART I AM, BUT HOW GREAT MY GOD IS.." And after every paper, I would pray "GOD, I AM HAVE DONE MY BEST, IT ALL UP TO YOU NOW :D'

As I walk through the valley, you are there.

When I feel like giving up, you give me strength,

When I say "I can't", you tell me firmly, "I can"

When I am fearful, you are the bringer of peace.

Then I will declare, "how great thou are you, Oh Lord.."