So you can read this!! LOL.. Coz won't take much time nia... haha..
Well, I just want to thank God for what he has done.. I want to thank him that I have been able to perform well, though not consistantly.. LOL.. But I should get into the school teamn next year I hope!! :D
Well, the reason that I want to play well is because that gives assures me that I don't not need to prove myself all the way and be able to go for the X-factor Camp.. :D And I should be able to attend most of the camp bah... :D
LOL..
This post is suppose to tell you that Hong Kah has been winning all their friendlies so far :D Coz we pro.. LOL.. What a lie... LOL....
An update on the recent scores... :D
Hong Kah vs Fuchun ------- 5 -0
Haha.. We won:D And I also scored in that natch :D Thank God.. :D
Hong Kah vs Assumption English School ---------- 6 - 3
I perform shit in the first half but gave a solid performance in the second.. Thank God that he made the coach continue to play me so that I might impress :D
Hong Kah vs Austraian School (Unknown Name leh) ------- 7-0
Wahaha.. I believe many expect us to lose lor.. haha.. But we won!! And I scored two goal too :D
And that is about all... 4 matches running.. :D May it continue till the end of next season :D Haha.. Meaning, may we be National Champions!! :D
Sry, that this post is late but I was kinda tired to blog last night. And when you reach home at 12 am, ya.. there is no choice but to blog on Thursday...
So I would like to wish Eugene a Happy Birthday!! :D LOL.. Going to be a short post but ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PE's BASSIST!! Hhaha...
I never knew I was ctually going to make it for his birthday party yesterday coz the match was like played super late lor, coz AES come so late!! Make us wait for 45 minutes!! then I thought, GG le.... How to be there on time?? Then after the match, which I really kinda of cocked up in the first half but made it up in the second half, I think. And I gotta, man!! Coz I must play my way to X-factor!! Argh!! You are stronger!! I trust that I will be there, oh Lord!!
Well, So was late for Eugene's party :( But could not be helped... Sigh... Nvm... I never knew Bishan was so far away from my school!! LOL... How I wish that circle line was build faster!! So that my butt won't hurt!! LOL...
And during PE Meeting, I found out that what Eugene does on the bass, I cant do it on my keyboard!! Very painful for my fingers!! LOL.. I learn to appreciate Eugene more!! LOL.. Will miss my brother in Christ, man.. though it is only for a few days :( But I know that when we play this sat, Eugene will be there with us in Spirit :D
Hey guys... Bros and sis :D Just wann bless you and just let you know that this sing is a very nice and beautiful worship song. Hope you do feel bless!! For God loves you :D
This song is called Stronger!! And indeed, God is stronger than all our problems!!:D
Wonderful song rite?? :D I think the album is wonderful also :D This is our God. Do get that album, man :D Haha...
Wow.... last weekend was like super weird lor.. I don't even know how to describe it sia...
I will explain why I said it was a roller coaster weekend for me..
Well, on Saturday:
Me, Lefa, Eunice. Wei Yang, Nicholas and Hong Xia when for Day 2 of the epic Experience!! Lol.. I think the first day was more fun!! Coz it was super funny, Eunice printed out the map so we don't get lost!! LOl... if that was not funny enough, we still got lost!! LOL... Super fun lor... We like explore The Katong area!! :D And found 2 other churches :D LOL... So the first day was super fun, then second day not fun for me coz Nick last minute chu stun!! Sigh!! Always...
I was like super disappointing lor.... But I blame no one therefore, I later acted normally again... But when Andy met PE band later at night, it was like something that was WOW!! Coz I think we all like all feeling super stressed bah, the atmosphere seems super tensed, even Si'er said so himself.. Well, I also cried during that meeting..... I will not say for what though some might know why.. and don't bother asking me why coz I will not reply de... :D why as I cried I found out that I truely love something.. I finally know what I treasure most in my heart.. and it reminds me how that love as actually transform me so much... It could be the reason why I am who I am today!! Well, and I think a few problems were solved....
Then I came to Sunday, had a hard time trying to make my eyes look normal.. LOL... Then at night, we had our very first online PE meeting... LOL.. I should be woohoo-ing but I think many of us got quite angry and it has shown us that unity gotta play a big part now!! Very big part!! I won't say the reason why many of us become angry at each other..but chill bro!! I am not used to being the peace-maker, and hope not to do so... Plz.. LOL... Well, from such an events or incident... you can tell... The devil is attacking the worship team!! Coz he is afrid of us! Woohoo.. It is good!! Stand your ground, don't let the devil win!! Lets us encourage each other as we count down to the big event of this year!! Woohoo...!!
We are going to make a great impact but first we must overcome every obstacle!! We are one!! One Band of brothers now and forever... :D
We will overcome, by the blood of the lamb and the words of our testimonies!! - [Overcome- Desperation Band]
Well, I gotta thank God for helping me coz I actually never really expected to play, and just have fitness only but amazing, I played the whole match then had fitness... LOL... But it is really amazing that I played, and I am kinda pleased with my own performance :D So, I really gotta thank God that he allowed me to play, and play well. So as too hopely allow me to tell my coach that, I would like to be excused on 18-21 dec for D.I's X-factor Camp!! Woohoo!! I wanna be there with PE!! :(
Well, the reason that I said I did not think I would play was because I screwed up my performance on wednesday. Coz I was like emo-ing.. LOL.. "I am back, and stronger than ever!!" So when I screwed up everything, I thought I confirm GG for today's game so I was expecting me to just do my fitness training instead, I was chosen in the first eighteen!! Something, I was not even expecting then to make things sweet yet also sour was that I was in the starting line up!! Wat the!! I screwed up everything the previous training yet I am going to start the match!!?? I was quite shock to say the least. But the position I was starting s shocked me quite badly!!! I was going to play left-back!! Wat the!!! I have never played in that position before, in a game at least. And I had not been playing there for like 6 months and maybe even more!! I was expecting like me to play striker but was not to be!! Wat the.. So It was kinda of surpising, both sweet and sour!! But hey, I pulled it off!!
I gotta thank God coz he helped me perform during the game!! Even though I slept super late coz of D.I's prayer meeting :D Well, I was super solid for most of the time despite never playing in tht position for a long time, though I had lack of concentration which lead to their goals, I made it up coz my coack decided not to take me out despite asking the other left-back to warm up.. :D Phew, Thank God :D
And well, so I shall end off here coz I got to go for the leadership mentoring thingy!! Argh.. going to be late!! Why blogging take so long!!?? LOL... and good job guys!! Well done!! We are going to regain our title next year!! Woohoo. And I am going for the D.I camp.. Woohoo..Though these things have yet to happen, I trust God for he is forever in control :D
Give thanks to the Lord, our God and King!! :D (Forever- Chris Tomlin)
Hey guys!! As u can see, I haven't really being blogging. Just posting up some video for you all to see and watch and listen too.
I apologise, but I kinda have been feeling very down recently. I don't know why but ya, things seem to be getting worse and worse for me. And I feel helpless. But somehow, I don't know how Pearl, my mum, managed to make me feel less emo and down and for the first time. i am not going to look at things from a negative point of view but a positive one because no matter what God is still in control. And I don't really have to worry coz God will show or make a way for me...
Wonderful Song but the song has been posted some time back so if u wanna listen to it, just scroll down, ok :D
And last night QT was much better that a few days back where I felt isolated and that I was a goner.. but I believe God can do miracles. I am beginning to sing out some random songs which means, I am being touch by God. The Holy Spirit is ministering to me!! Woohoo... I will return, stronger and better. That I assure you :D
And If you read previous posts, I was super sad that got no PE meeting but hey. God can do miracles rite :D And I was like looking back at the roots of the band. And I remember the video that spur these group of young men and one boy :D
With Everything.
Well there are two parts but I wil go throught it one by one and show you what has struck me when I saw the video, now and previous times.
With Everything - Part 1
Well, after watching this video. I could see that the worship team, Hillsong United, was not really leading the people into worship. They were more of worshipping together with the people!! they were no concentrating on bringing peole to the upmost place, instead they were in the upmost place, worshipping God and their worship overflowed onto the people and everyone was worshipping the Living One!! Do you see that happening?? Did you see that beginning, the people were worshipping, yes but maybe not really expressing it, then soon. everything change.. they raised their hands, sang the hearts out to God. and then, there was a part where you would see the drummer closiing his eyes and focusing. You may say, he is focusing on keeping the timing but I believe he was focusing on God more, he was worshipping!! He was worshipping with his instrument. Nick!! Must watch hor!! Then when the part ended, you will see him bend forward. And if you look closely, he was kinda crying... He was worshipping!! Pro man... And so the lesson here is that as the Worship team, You do not aim to lead people into worship. you should just worship God, and the people will join in... You don't need to tell them to worship, God will led them into his presence... So all you gotta do is worship the Most High One...
Now for With Everything - Part 2
As you can see, after they will dismissed, the people actually stayed back and worship God. They were so submerged in the presence of God that they continued to worship God. Hands were raised, Mouths sang praise, Eyes leaked tears, and hearts were touched.how wonderful is it to be in his presence?? It is indescribable!! It is something that only God can do. Only when you are in his presence, or he is presence can these extraordinary things happen. That is why we call ourselves, Presence Eternal. We hope that his presence be in everyone forever... :D LOL... So the second video is something we hope cann happen one day, either in WAC or DI. It will be a great experience... Totally :D So ya, I hope that the video inspire you just as it has done for me.
But overall, after watching both. I can tell, God is real. He is a living God. He is God!! Forever, he will sit on hs throne of glory!! Amen!! :D
P.S Video can also be found in Presence Eternal Facebook Profile. Under links... :D
Well, see this imba video!! coz it seems super imba and and the end, Jon schmidt explains why did he did it, and who the song was dedicated too...Well, no matter wat. It was a wonderful piece played!! Super imba!!
Well, nice, wonderful and brillant piece of music. Gotta thank Lefa introducing this piece to me... :D Thanks ah, Boss :D
People keep changing whether for the better or worse. But one thing is for sure, God is unchanging and he will forever be good to us!! He is forever for us and not against!! We are more than Conquerors!!!Forever!! Onward IMPACTORS!! :D
Great is Your faithfulness Great is Your faithfulness You never change You never fail, O God
True are Your promises True are Your promises You never change You never fail, O God
So we raise up holy hands To praise the Holy One Who was and is and is to come
Wide is Your love and grace Wide is Your love and grace You never change You never fail, O God
You were, You are You will always be
P.S This song might be introduce in X-factor so do listen to this wonderful song :D
Oh man, I should be happy that I am getting less busy currently but once it reaches the month of december, there I go again.... Becoming so busy!! *Sigh*
Well, it feels good to be back at D.I but it feels super sad that there is no PE Band meeting at all currently, so how do we leading worship in the near future?? Well, I am feeling kinda down because of this thing and the fact that I am so busy in December that I miss the most important days!!! of the D.I X-factor camp!! :( I might not be leading worship with PE Band, it seems.. Oh man.. *Sigh* How I want to join in!! :(
Then now, we are kinda facing crisis for the 29 November thingy coz the practice or rehersal days are on saturdays and wednesdays.. Equals missing D.I and the bowling thingy and then rushing down from soccer to help.. Kinda means I am going to be exhuasted!! But at the same time, I am wondering whether I am doing the right thing coz Si'er says, we must be focus!! Jesus called us to evangelise!! And if we miss the bowling tournament, we are missing an evangelism event which means we have not put the main thing, the main thing!!!
I really don't know, if helping out is the right thing. Though it is the urgent thing tht pastor can approach us and kinda beg us to help.. But it is truely the most important thing.. ??
Then I don't know why, but I having a lot of probs!! That even when I cry out!! I feel nothing like as though something is happening to me, and I am powerless to stop it!!
I thinking I am going from emotionally unstable to the breaking point!! GG... I just can't cheer myself up, I believe that there are more problems that are also getting me more worked up..
Well, today i did not go to church as I had a futsol tournament!! And guess wat I am left fuming.. but first lets get things straight...
We were not knock out, but proved that we are still the number one in the west!! :D
Well, things start off scrappy but okay still and we won all our match le :D Only our last group match was left!! So kickoff, and woohoo, GESS just scored and own goal... but then later Faiq los his temper and tackled their played then that guy angry then he scored like against us twice!! Wah.. worng move.. then later we of course fight back lah.. the later shafee and their keeper clash as both aim the ball the later the keeper tio injured then wat the GESS players all surround the refree call for red card.. All only know how to talk then their coaches all the same lah!! Then after the mathc, our coach say he pulling us out of the tournament!!! Wat the heck lah!! We win everyine except the Germans who we can beat if we did not lose our cool and composure!!! Wat the.. I was like super angry coz why give up our hrd work.. I wanted to come here and get medal!!! And now, you are telling me that you are going to make me give up my medal!! Wat the heck lah!!! Say save the school name.. whcioh is true such a performance was bad on our name but come on this is soccer, it is a rough game!!
So all because one one stupid game, we lose our medal..Wah I sian I tell you first.. i was like fuming.. I really angry....I was like the first time I feel so angry in soccer that such injustice is done on us!! I angry man!! but Jurongville was lousy, never even make it to the Semis!! Hah.. Coz our coach pulled us out that was why we didn't play our Semi-final. Ahhahaha....
Well, but I do not blame anyone though. I just feel very disappointed that just like that. It is over for us.. All our hardwork is gone in a moment!! I just feel that it is Injustice man!! I can tell u, GESS confirm 4th place. Becoz we pull out then they qualify. confirm lose immediately de lah!!
Well, better stop before I lose control, if you remind me of this incident, I will whscream at you coz I am still very angry!!!
Wow!! God is real, and this camp proves it!! God keeps his promises!! and this camp proved it!!
Well, Day 1 was half day in Pulau Ubin coz we had school.. Award Days is dumb..make me go on stage coz top in subject.. Sian.. nearly tio caught for hair lah!!!
So the half day, we did Rafting!! LOL.. Water Games is first for our group!! LOL...
LOL.. It was kinda fun but also tiring coz we took a long time to build our raft which like the moment it go on water, it breaks part!! though it was always short-lived, it was fun.. Then soon we were asked to combine our two rafts coz it was actually a game where we see which group is able to build a raft that will bring them across the water n back... then both of us also fil the moment we go on water.. So LOL!!! Then later we build one big one but still!! I fell apart again!! then our instructor sian then say, All hang on.. then we all swim across dragging the structure of the raft across whcih is super important coz I dont know how to swim!! How I was doing was kick my legs n hanging on to the raft which was like breaking part lah.. LOL!! Super fun lor... :D
Then I remember it was raining then we had to bring our tents to shelter but instead of lifting it up, it had our bag inside so we lazy take out lah.. then we drag then after that, we found out we had holes in our tents!! GG.. I pity the people using our tents next....Lucky we got tape, then go tape in but the painful part was that we were putting our tents on rocks!! So painful lah, to sleep!! ands the food there is very little lor.. :( I suffered so much.. :( But at least there got less mosquitoes :D
Then we had a solo night walk lah... which made many scared coz the path we were going to walk alone was a place where the instructor said, "Two JC girls hve died cycling here..." So Ok, i admit it, I was a bit scared coz it was a moonless night were you cannot see lah.. only short distance then can see lh.. it was like the person in front of you suddenly disappears coz you cant see so far... Then it was like you are all alone, walking on the stretch of road where people have die there before. and you can see far. and for me, I have been slighty afraid on the dark coz last time, I can feel the movements of something last time. I had entercounted superntural things before and they usually happen in the dark when I am alone.. So ya!! I was scared abit but Jesus will never leve me os I know I was goiNeverng to walk this stretch of road with someone!! Woohoo!!
So It became my turn and I walked, I was able to see the person in front of me in a distance but soon lost sight of him so now, I was truely alone. Unable to see, then I prayed that God you light up my path, let me see the way. Then truely, something amazing happened!! The moon came out!! And soon, I saw my hands and they were glowing!! amazing man!!So AMAZING!! GOd is truely great!! I will not stumbe in the light!! Coz he brought light onto me!! and then I was able to complete with the path with confidence coz God was truely with me!! Indeed!!
"Never will I leave you nor forsake you" Hebrews 13:5
Woohoo!! So Wondeful!! :D
And then it was the next day, Well, we when on an expedition and well, I tio Vice-Cptain of my group but it was quite fun lah to walk around the whole of Pulau Ubin. I also learn how to use a compass!! :D Shiok!! then we were to sleep at the beach!! So cool!! But then it was scrapped by our coach and he told the instructors to bring us back to campside.. :( But the most important and scary part was that it was already beginning to rain and you can tell that lighting is heading towards us. then our instructor told us that theother school we saw during our experdition. One of them tio struck my lighting not recently. Then you could hear the silenced, the fear, and the shock in us. I am not sure whether it is true but it might be.... may God bless that girl if it was true.. then we quicky when back. All scared and afraid... Then halfway, one of our instructors hurted himself then we all had to carry him.. Best part. We had to be in shetler by 11.42pm that night and it was 11.40 le!! GG.. We had to be there before the storm hits the opposite side of Ubin!! Then I was like wondering "Wah.. Why must all these things happen now!! why we like now Sad life sia!!" Lucky we strong enough.. One piggyback, all the rest support!! Wah.. then we chiong back to camp.. Then it was like raining there le... LOL.. then after that only did we found out the=at the injuries were fake!! they were to test our team bond. and our mentality!! whether we will work as a team!! LOL.. and I think we succeed bah.. then also.. We found out that one of the JC gorls that our instructor told us about the previous night was actually his friend.. Oujust imagine, you were the one who ask our friend to come cycling in Ubin the later, our friend tell here.. Ouch.. I will break down and cry like all his other friend in that freak accident lor!!!
Well, then had to go and sleep back on those rocks.. :( Wanna cry..Until now, my back still pain!!
Day 3 was again clean up then zao home.. and wow!! Wat a camp man!! Sry there is no pictures coz there is no girls.. Equals no one will bother tking pictures...
So I shall sum up this camp.. Ubin is beautiful!! The mosquitoes there are less deadly too... The camp showed that God is real. It made the team really work together.. Hope this helps us next season.. :D
Just asking whether anyone wants to follow me go the X-Factor camp. Advice all to go!! Coz PE Band will be playing (though not sure if in full force)!! So all must go!!
So I expect to see you at the camp hor!! Whoever sees this must go.. That includes me!! :D LOL.. gotta free myself up.
