Ouch!! Lost my mood to study because I fount out the daunting task awaiting me!! I received an sms about the draw for this year A'Division!! Sadly, the group we have been drawn in is tough. Why? We are group together with RJC, ACJC, MI, TPJC, DHS!!



1. Raffles Junior College

Why do we have to be drawn with a DSA school!! They soccer players surely have to be stronger than us!! They DSAed into that school?? Ok, some of you think RJC is a nerd school. Perhaps they are, but they are does people who DSA and get expelled after 2 years of playing soccer for them in A'Div?! (Or thats what I heard..) They were last year 4th, rather strong school and likely to finish top of the group!! :/


2. Anglo-Chinese Junior College

What!!?? Another DSA school!! Save me man!! Usually ACJC is pretty strong but just not strong enough to be in the top 4. Usulayy they are 5th, so they are pretty strong are likely to finish runner-up in the group and also be the main threat to RJC.



3. Millennia Institute

LOL!! What luck man!! We just tio MI. I believe that all of you know that MI is like a JC but it is 3 years. Hence the team they can fill will be 19 years old, or J3. Which means that they are trained together as a team for one more year than normal JC which would mean that their teamwork and everything should be better than us. And MI and JJC are usually so called a derby since we are so close to each other.. Going to our main rivals too, Probably competing with these 3 schools mentioned, for that 2 exclusive spots!


4. Tampiness Junior College

I don't really know much about them, but I don't expect them to be strong. Hopefully, they are whipping boys  :/


5. Duman High School

They ain't a very strong team, but we need to win big against them too!! We have played against them recently winning 2-0, it was the match when I did not listen to Doctor's instruction and played a bit in the match.. :/ Hopefully, I can make a difference.. :/

Well, overall, I hope that we can progress. I have seen the other groups, we are in the toughest group. The group of death. Having trained so hard, I really hope that we progress. So Right now, I am spamming myself with PT to improve myself. So that perhaps a reason why I am not very free these days. I need to get back my fitness!! :/

posted by Seng at 10:01 PM

The lifestyle of an Athlete and student.. Its tiring, its draining and its deadly!!


Well, this is year 6 of my hectic lifestyle.. had a good 6 weeks of break and its time I swim against the tide for my life again.

Right now, I have yet to enter back into that lifestyle. But actually, I already have, only that its not so physical draining yet because I have not been playing soccer a lot.. Just helping out here and there is not as tiring as soccer, running, sprinting, and experiencing a training that literally sucks the life and energy out of you... :/

But the thought of entering back into it is very disturbing and turns me off..

I know I will suffer, I know I will be left trying to keep my head above the water and I hope I do not drown.


But lets not hide the fact that I really want to go back and play soccer!! I really want too! I miss it so much. I hate being sidelined, but I actually hate my hectic and draining lifestyle more. All I have been able to do is just look on from the sideline or the stand as my team plays matches or train....



It has been a very lonely 6 weeks.  I remember Steven Gerrard talking about how torturing it was to be sidelined for 6 months, and I do agree and now that my time on the sideline is almost finished (I have not fully recovered actually, but I don't have time..), I want to get back into action. I want to play, but I know the opportunity cost it holds.

I have lived like this for some many years. I have experienced those days when you just want to run away from reality, and run away from everything and just relax. And those days, when you are so exhausted that you become so moody, so cranky and you can't move at all.

Lets admit, there is no running away from it. I think I was meant to suffer sia, nah, just joking. But I had a nice 6 weeks of, though it was really lonely because being in the gym alone doing weighs is really boring, rest and its time to return to my hectic lifestyle.

There is really no point in listing down my sufferings because everyone has them, only difference is some people have them worse... I must endure, and I will survive!! I hope to mark my return to action with a bang too!! ^^


posted by Seng at 9:35 PM

I NEED A ALARM CLOCK!!! Totally, after today, I really need one.


7.22am!!!!!!!!!

Eeks!! I believe that my face was totally priceless when I saw the time I woke up!! My school is not just down below my estate, nor is it next door...It is 2.2km away!! I had also missed the bus!! And the next bus will take 15 mins to arrive!! I hate the waiting time for 185, honestly!!

Hm.. So lets go through the thought process??

I have 18 minutes to reach school. I am on my bed, and what do you think I would do??

I wanted to just go and sleep!! But when I saw the time! My priceless face and my shocked body jolted me out of my bed!! "siao ah! 18 mins left leh! Havent change, just pon sch lah" It was pretty enticing and tempting to do it, but thankfully, I did not.. I rushed to change and attempt to reach school before 7.40am!!

Eeks!!!!! When I saw what time it was when I left my house.. 7.29am, I thought, it was a gone case...

Wait for the bus? No, sure late!! Take cab? Maybe, but it will cost a bomb! So what did I do? I ran!!! My fitness has dropped badly, my knee not fully recovered, I accidentally sprained my ankle running on the way there. I thought it was over, but I just continues to run! Amazingly, I reached school in time. I was hurting, in pain and sweating away. But I made it in the nick of time. Thank God!! Phew!!


Its pretty cool how I woke up at 7.22am and not 7.30am or 9am. Giving me exactly the sufficient time to run to school and still make it in time.. I am really thankful for that!! No blemish on punctuality yet!! ^^


God puts trials in our way, and will see how much we want it (or Him) And will be fight on and press on towards our goal? Life does not get any easier, but are you strong enough to push on

I TOTALLY NEED A ALARM CLOCK!! >.<



posted by Seng at 12:49 PM

Hi peeps, could concentrate on homework, so I decided to do up a collage on my trip to USS... Was browsing through pictures lah. Found them!! So reviews on the collage? Haha!! :D



posted by Seng at 11:54 PM

Hehe!! Opted for a imaginary story telling session now!! Wee....

And what better way than to get a continuation of the part 1 between the two kingdoms??

Haha!!

Well, remember about how the weaker nation was always on the back-foot? And how he longs for it to end soon...

So want to know Part 2? Are u up for it?? Haha!!

Well, I won't say the battle has ended, but for the past few months, the kings has constantly been going out into the battlefield and has been watching the battle daily... And guess what he saw? The most amazing thing! He saw an opportunity! And OPPORTUNITY!!

He saw that there was chance he could improve his chances of victory if he managed to grab this opportunity and make the best use of it!! But it wasn't going to be easy, it would take something from him. It would require a sacrifice..It would need him to go in person and he needed to take time of his schedule... But after weighting both the pros and cons, he decided to take that risk. Had he not managed it well, and it back-fired against him. The war would as good as become a lost cause (not that it had not already seemed like it..)

It wasn't easy, but when an opportunity comes your way, you should take it into your stride. I dont want to contradict the simply your life teaching but you need to grab that opportunity with two hands when it arrives. Grab only the opportunity that we help you in your cause that you are fighting in life. Don't take every thing, just the necessary yea ;)

Okok, back to the story.. What was the outcome??

Thank goodness he did take that risk!! ;) He might not been able to fully maximize the opportunity but at least he has managed to improve the chances of victory of his side. Having taken that step of faith, that step out of his comfort zone, and trying to adapt was tough. It was never easy, but he did his best. And that is good enough for now...

So now, he finds himself in a new situation. For once, he has a really chance of winning, and in a way, this might work against him. Now that the battle is there to be won, he should go for the victory!! So he is in a new situation a good one, but he needs to adapt again, but will he be able to do it? Will he be able to maneuver his men to victory. Lets hope he knows how because the attack will not lessen!! and the Fight will not cease until the clear victor emerges....



posted by Seng at 12:18 AM

Hi, just one short and proper post..

Today, I went with my family to Vivo!! Wee.. And we ate at Carnivore!! Shiok!! So much meat until I was bloated, doubt I can even eat breakfast and lunch tomorrow! Haha!!

Well, then we decided to talk a stroll.. And that was when all the connection trigger returned.. Sorry lah, still in deep mode.. :/

Haha!! First was something super shameless that happened, haizz.. Dont want to say, it was super epic. After that, confirm no face see people :( Haha!! I was like serious contemplating face-palming ! Haha!! But I did not!! :D

Well, then I realize that today was the 24 Jan, and I after eating dinner when we went strolling. It felt like 2011 all of a sudden. It was like as I was walking, it was inception into the past. Instead of spending time with my family, it felt like I was spending time with Pearl. Well, simply because we celebrate her birthday on this exact day around the same time and at the exact same place.. Inception much!! Well, rather cool mind-blowing stuff if you ask me... It took the fireworks display to wake me up, and also the not so starry night sky to make me come to my senses that its not 2011 anymore.

Its no more, "I going Serve tomorrow" but its "I got school tomorrw, with huge workload and tests to study for :( "

Haiz, how time passes don't you think.. :( One year has actually passed, and I did not really knew what hit me. But either way, my stomach is satisfied ;) Weeee!! happy!!

Haha!! Proper post leh ;) Hehe!!

posted by Seng at 11:58 PM

Hi guys, my brain has currently been flooded with my thoughts.. In a way, its good because I needed it to think for D.I's Fantastic Four!! but now that I have 'so called" done my part, the thoughts won't disappear!!

Well, what are the thoughts about? A promise...

I am not sure how people go into deep thought mode. For me, I must have heard an emo song then the train of thoughts will start flowing. Like you recall your past, then its like a flashback that happens to rapidly that it like so many things are flooding you.. So I really require to get it off my chest, perhaps saying it out hear could help me because I don't want to be haunted my them when I finally return to the torrid fast paced lifestyle I used to have in 2 weeks time.

On friday, during CNY celebration for school, there was this performance by one of your students and he was singing us a few students. I would say his singing is pretty zai lah, but it was the song that he sang that made me look up for the first time in the WHOLE 3 hour concert (yes, I was 9gaging the whole concert away until then..) Guess what he sang??

This song!!


Well, you might be like, whats so bad about this song. Hm.. Its still chinese right...!! I will give the death stare yo!! haha!! Nah, the reason why I would say what the picture below shows is because this song reminded me of my past.. Yes, I have a past and a little secret, that only perhaps 3 people out of 6-7 billion people on this Earth ever know! If you one of those 3, be happy, you are special! ;) If you are not, not fear, you aint the only one! Haha!! As he was singing, you got no escape, so I had entered the deep thought mode. And I am like:


Haha!! Just joking... I failed to divert those thought to something proper and hence it went back into that very moment in my past. Well, the movie reminded me of that little promise, or it reminded me why I choose make that promise. Won't tell u the promise :P but after I get this off my chest, you might figure a bit of the events that happen back then..

Let me just rant, you can choose not to read it too ;) I will type it in a way to confuse you, and mislead you so be careful with what you read, it could lead you astray! Wakaka!! Ok, I will rant now..

"I am reaching the end of it all, hearing that song and getting reminded that my contract is expiring in 9's time. And now that i feel like I am no more boy, and more of a guy all of a sudden. I have realize my taste in clothes, my style has all changed. Even my taste buds changed, I dont prefer to drink gassy drinks like coke no more. Instead, going to root beer, milk coffee or milk tea!! OMG!! I seem like I don't look like I grew up with my time spent mostly under the void decks and playing soccer. Ok the soccer maybe yes, but void deck, maybe not. Or that just my personal opinion.

I just dislike growing up. Being that little boy enabled me to just focus on fun, and be that boy on an adventure, and only be a man (during soccer matches) on a mission (totally focus on winning the match) when needed to be. But what happens when guys grow up, they start to ......


*well, I can't bear to continue, I will just leave this hanging then....* Sry :( Haha!! I am just hoping it will not happen..

So to make it up, here's something random or not so random?



I am a blur sotong at love affairs! Totally! I will never be able to tell if a girl like me, seriously, I am just like that main character who is as stupid as me and blind as me to not realize that this girl liked him (I was watching some movie lah, find myself similar to the guy. Wish I could hi-five him! Hehe!!). Oh well, as for me, I doubt I will have. I am a very high peacock for a reason, you know. But I will totally need someone to blatantly spell it out. Haha!! Just like him!! Fail TTM UCMA!!




P.S I think some of u can guess everything and understand everything I just wrote.. I aint a good actor. And thankful for that!!




posted by Seng at 6:04 PM

Hi peeps, this is a pretty random post. Ok, maybe not..

Well, I just feel like I have grown up right now. Going around SG visiting relatives felt so weird. I always tio whack with a few questions.

Just as:

"When you finish studying??"
My reply: 'this year. Next year need go army le.."
(then the talk begins.. Its either about me soon no hair, wah so fast grow up le. or .. you know.. LOL..)

or

"How's your soccer?"
When I hear that, it probably is not looking good. You know why? Because my reply is, "ok lah, now currently injured. SO I can't play soccer for 6 weeks."
(Then they will tell me, play soccer no future one lah. Aiyo, we in SG not England lah. You will suffer when you reach 30s, here pain, there pain... Quit soccer lah, get injured for what..)

or

This one is epic, "do u want to drink(wine)?? " Then I will reply, but I am only 17!! Not of age leh!! Trololol!! And yes, I do not drink.. :P I am a good boy! LOL.. They could even ask me, "When u getting your driving license?"  I will give them that mind-blown face!! It seems like I look older than 17 sia! People asking me if I 18 le ah, then I, "huh? haven't lah" Super fail sia, I feel like facepalming sia!!


HAha!! But I should be thankful, because despite them thinking I am older than my age, they never ask me if I got girlfriend. Super duper safe.. Phew, if not I would have been put in a awkward moment....Haha!!

Ok, lets get serious to why I feel like I am old..

Right now, I am still trying to understand if I have actually grown up!! Because I always thought I will forever be that playful trolling adorable and cute little boy! haha!! So, I am trying to find an excuse or a reason or a few reasons..

Seeing your little nephews and all mad me feel like I have grown up so much... I don't drop to their level no more. No more jumping around and being so talkative. Maybe I because I am tired, but I doubt it.. For once, I was sitting at the table and talking with the adults! So weird ttm!! Though, I would drift out into outer space because they all speaking in either dialect or chinese, all foreign language lah, but still, I don't play with the younger kids no more!! >.< And today, I dressed almost exactly like my dad sia!! OMG!! GG!! I feel old! I feel like I have just attended a children camp and am feeling so old!! Haizz..

Maybe, its a transition period from me being a boy to me being a guy, then next year, from me being a guy to a man?? Idk?! :/ I am a bit too lazy to go into the deep stuff. I need my brain to think of the deep stuff for D.I bday lah! Haha!!

P.S, probably not well written or well epress. Sry. I am a lazy boy!! :P Hehe!!




posted by Seng at 10:28 PM

Hi peeps! Was tempted to write a long imaginary story but I am feeling to lazy. So I just converted this into a CNY post yea :)

Hahaha!! Gong Xi Fa Cai! Honestly, I don't even know what that means. :/ Oh well.. We all know that CNY is just round the corner. But unlike every year. This year, I have not gone shopping for my CNY clothes!! GG ttm!! Aiyoyo!! Lazy lah!! So this year, must reuse clothes!! Cheapo ttm!! Ohno :O

So mayebe this CNY will be different? Ok, maybe not. I will still attempt to not eat the snacks. But I think when I see Pineapple tarts, One will fall into temptation and grow FAT!! Noooo!! >.< Haha!! Nothing really deep today, just want to practice my keyboard for tomorrow!! Wee, PE band leading for the first time this year!! :O Its going to be very rare to see PE band up on stage together this year. Because of Army, and attachment and major exams.. Haizz.. Oh well, all of us are busy men.

Going to sign off here, liaoz... Need think for D.I bday too!! :O Haha!! Can;t wait for the ang bao though!! Hehe!! :D




posted by Seng at 1:31 PM

OMG!!!! I feel enlighten all of a sudden!!

Well, like I have said before. I have not thought of new year resolutions, but after today. I perhaps have them now..

Well, unlike normal new year resolutions that last for a year. My resolutions are goals that will take a few years or a lifetime to complete...

For example, my new year resolution for Rhema is not really a new year. I has been the same since 2009, which is to see each and every single boy grow deeper in God spiritually and see us grow as a cell group. It has not change since 2009 and I won't be changing it in 2012! So as you can see, its not a 1 year thing. This resolution might take 1 years, 20 years or a lifetime but hey, this is what I call a proper new year resolution. Not like some, I want do well for A's resolution -.- (Ok, actually, I also want do well for A's but at the end of the day, that cert is a valuable as my Chinese Language. Totally useless!!)



posted by Seng at 3:03 PM