I DOn't care

A mind that thinks, but all the thoughts are like rojak. Really rojak, everywhere anyhow everything.

Finding a person's weakness, personality. Well, I figured out I'm pretty hard to read and figure out my personality. Have been trying too..

Well, been scanning my timeline, (no, not FB one. I mean, recalling everything that has happen before. Thats my brain's timeline. Something way better than FB consider my brain's great ability to recall sequences of events..) and figured out that I have upon built myself upon some verse that I read in Pri 6 and Sec 1. I'm amazed, so I was already consolidating my morals at such a young age? Wow!

Of course, I wouldn't say it here. Thats isn't me. Ask and you shall receive. But nah, no one asks so I don't care.

Okok, I met my friend up and we were like talking about whether I have the essence of a Hong Kah student. I said I doubted so, he said no really which is good, I grew  up there, but never conform to any of their ways. Except perhaps for one thing. The "I don't care" attitude.

Good thing or not, I don't know. I will continue carrying and tanking all of it on myself, being one who can withstand much torture because I don't care. Sometimes that attitude is good, helping me calm people around me during the A's period as they see I ain't worried despite my results being. Yup, you know. But then again, it means I don't feel a strong need to rush when I am late. I remember CHRISTmas@DI, and how I was still happily not bothered my the time constraint despite being way being schedule. Thats one side of me, most people have seen hence my willing to reveal it. But for those, who didn't, I'm impressed at the lack of observation or lack of being in my presence perhaps. I apologize. I have a sharp tongue that I have been controlling but doesn't mean I would unleash it, and also my inability to understand how people are not aware of their surrounding, processing the details surrounding them and doing up a plan.

But as I end, when I say "I don't", I could just be a guy just putting up a front of being strong for others, or a
guy that is too dumb to be vulnerable. Then again, I could just wash my hands clean. The complication I present myself with. Really my own worst enemy.