Well... I will go from the start like the preparation to promos!! Hm.. One week before sound goods?
Hm.. Frankly speaking, I think my preparation in terms of doing it last minute wasn't really very last minute lah.. Coz my econs I finished mugging it like one week before my promos, though biology was never touched and math, chem was barely touched :/
Still, I gonna talk about my experience, and how I felt not exactly what I did lah.. Usually if you were in my shoes, you would be pressing the panic button like crazy, right? Haha.. The pic super pro.. :D Panic Button Pro, only suitable for people like me :D
But interestingly, I was not.. In fact, I felt pretty calm.. Hm.. It was like a peace within me.. Hm.. The peace that God was with me..
Well, somehow, I find that my promo was like a second chance lah. A chance to redeem myself. Well, I believe some of you know how I felt like a faithless boy.. I felt like I was Peter denying the Jesus when people where trying to persecute you., during the CTs period. And after it was over, the rooster crowed.. But this is not my post content! I am not going to get sucked back into that black emo hole...
Hm.. Remember the part when after Jesus rose up from the dead and he kinda confronted Peter?
Well, then he gave Peter his second chance, as Peter said he loved Jesus, and Jesus, "Feed my sheep.."
Well, I feel like this promos is a second chance. though from the outside, i look like I did not learn my lesson.. Kinda true actually.. But I feel different inside. It was the peace. Seriously, not joking..
Then slowly but surely, I got stressed.. Not as bad as CTs liaoz leh.. But I was, my hair can prove it. Everytime I am stressed, my hair is able to move into weird hairdos!! :D Weee.. LOL.. And this period, I could do make different kinds sia :D LOL...
Well, on tuesday, I had to complete revising biology. 9 Chap of bio. :( Coz never touch at all what.. Chiong sio.. Ok, lepak first then chiong. I started work at 3pm only :/ LOL.. Lepak really lepak... LOL.. But hey, I made to chiong 6 chaps.. Not bad leh.. Maybe, you think you got chance in the exam to pass :D Hehe...
SO... TODAY IS THE DAY!! Nah, Weds was the day it all started. The 4 days that would decide my fate.. One year gone to waste anot? Hmz.. And of course you hope to started it off well. so you go and take your GP paper, and you are like what?! Coz in your brain, only got bio content!! So I was stunned there for a while. And what do you do when something like this happens? Write rubbish.. the ques was the are aged valuable. I was like... No!! I say waste $$ nia.. LOL..whole essay on this point, I super blur like sotong. confirmed inherited my SOMEBODY lah... (Lololol. some people wont get who the somebody is :D) Oh well.. Then GP got the comprehension. And I was like.. Parenting!! What the bleah!! Me not parent, me only children. me no get what talking passage?!?! :O
So with that, I leave you to conclude how GP paper was for me :D
Move on to bio! Yes., in the same day! CRAZY JJC! 4 PAPERS ONE DAY!! CRAZY AH CRAZY AH, You PREGENANT AH! LOL... Okok, relac lah, abang.. LOL...
Well, I thought, MCQ, chiong then nap.. Then I did first 6 question. KABOOM!! Dark clouds come and flood my brain. Thunder and lightening occurs.. Ok lah, bad headche nia.. WHICH IS NOT GOOD!!! :(
MY WHOLE HEAD BLANKED OUT!! Thats is just bad... All my info down the drain... Well, I wont say I am a goner for bio coz my God could pull off a trick or two. Well, but in human terms, I am not optimistic about it! But let me say this again. MY GOD CAN DO MIRACLE, AND I TOTALLY PRAY FOR ONE!
Well, day 2 of Promos, anyone?
Well, day 2 was all about chem! Wee! Thank God, I did study for chem! Yes, i did!! Ok lah.. I studied the notes Sheena passed to me on sat! Hehe... Cheat ttm :D Nia, not cheating at all :D LOL...
Well.. I was doing it.. I happy sia, I know how to do all the ques! And when i thought i gonna pwn the paper. My brain died, seriously! It was dead, the question were not being processed!! Then when I got out of the exam hall at the end. Everything got processed and it just struck me how I could have gotten the 20 marks!!
haizz.. Oh well, Hopefully, I do pass chem! Chem has always been unpredictable.. :/ Well, God is also unpredictable what.. So we never know :D Hehe...
Lets talk econ right now alirhgt? Hehe.. Well, I thought this was a A-able subject coz its humanities.. Weee... My humanities pretty zai lah, I think.. :/ LOL.. But I screwed up Case-study! read the question wrongly.. So GG ttm :( But should be able to pass lah.. :D
Then got math and chinese!! aiyoyo!! 2 3 hrs paper!! I was like save me :( Chinese is torture but I did my best, if I fail. I would just say its is expected. But if I pass, praise God :D
Well, for math I lost 47 marks but I thank God coz it might have been more... :D Haha.. Oh well.. So I have told you the events, like after every soccer match. you look at the stats.. So here is the situation...
I need 2 Hh2 and 1 H1 to promote. I should have Econs in the bag and that will mean 1 H2 :D Well, I need to hope my GP pass, and well either Chem or Math will have a H2 pass... Well, then the one that does not meet that mark. Hopefully, it is a H1 pass or bio pass then I am promtoed next year!! :D
Haha.. But now, it is a mini-break which sucks coz I am living in fear and tense up, living in suspense :/ And i am sick now!! Haiizzz.. But I am waiting for the verdict that currently, only the Judge knows :/
Well, One Last thing...
MY PROMOS RESULTS, I UPLIFT INTO GOD'S HAND. HE DECIDES, I ACCEPT. BUT LET ME SHARE WITH YOU ONE PRAYER I HAVE BEEN PRAYING DURING THIS PERIOD, I TOLD GOD, "GOD, I THINK I TOTALLY SCREWED UP LIAOZ LAH." AND THEN I PRAYED,
"LET NOT MY RESULTS SHOW HOW SMART I AM, BUT HOW GREAT MY GOD IS.." And after every paper, I would pray "GOD, I AM HAVE DONE MY BEST, IT ALL UP TO YOU NOW :D'
As I walk through the valley, you are there.
When I feel like giving up, you give me strength,
When I say "I can't", you tell me firmly, "I can"
When I am fearful, you are the bringer of peace.
Then I will declare, "how great thou are you, Oh Lord.."
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