I Miss Me.

Well. What has this year been? Something to thing about. I don't know whether this is in the heat of the moment, but I have only one word to describe it. Misery.

Ok, was considering putting misery and mugging. That would be 2 Ms. But nah, everything could be classified under the former.

My write up on the year would explain much. But its like never going to happen, that I would tell people. Yet, I am too nice. Brief explanation.

Just yearning to smile and laugh again. Like a real wide smile, that tells a joyful me!! And a laugher! That I cannot control my laugh! Like literally ROFL! But haizz. Never got to experience that this year. Even soccer couldn't put that smile back on. How to? when you know you are worsening your physical state. It hinders the joy! Then what else is there..to bring that joy back... 😪

I miss Yue Seng :( Really do.