22/4/2013

So what attributes are so evident in me?

A strong sense of determination that can easily turn into stubborness because I am so determined to get the things I want.

A spirit of preservance? Well, another double-edged sword when you come to think about it.

Sometimes when these two attributes combine for the wrong reason, I actually suffer but I have never really been able to fully let go and let down somethings in my whole life. Give up doesn't remain in my vocabulary for long.

Ok then, I don't have much to speak on. Or I'm too lazy to type out.

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