Boredom Madness

A scar on his face, green eyes, hooded figure... Its been so many years since I visualized that face. I don't know why, but when I am reminded of what I saw, I fear that I saw me. My fight isn't on this Earth, my fight is one not seen with this set of eyes. I do have a wish, a wish to see the battlefield clearly, because I feel like a blind man fighting, not knowing which direction is the attack heading my way coming from. Then again, I would also like to know the reason behind the attacks. "Why me?". Well, now, another question has popped up. I want to confirm my gut feeling. "Who is he?"

So what attributes are so evident in me? A strong sense of determination that can easily turn into stubborness because I am so determined to get the things I want. A spirit of preservance? Well, another double-edged sword when you come to think about it. Sometimes when these two attributes combine for the wrong reason, I actually suffer but I have never really been able to fully let go and let down somethings in my whole life. Give up doesn't remain in my vocabulary for long. Ok then, I don't have much to speak on. Or I'm too lazy to type out.

Life in Sawang. The Journey of Discovery.  Before you begin reading this whole post, I would prefer you read it while listening to this song. This was the song that I was listening to as I was on the van heading back to the airport. The song I listened to after I had met all my objectives of going there. So load this song completely then you may begin. As I start off, I would like to thank God for giving me this opportunity to fly to Sawang. When I first got my enlistment letter, I was not pleased that I would be enlisting in May instead of Feb, as that meant I would ORD later. However, never would I know that months later, it provided me a chance to go to the Land  of Smiles, where I have learnt and been challenged so much.  On a personal note, this was a very difficult trip because God challenged me so much mentally throughout the whole duration of the trip. Before we embark on this trip, I had my opinion that I was going to a place where ...