Boredom Madness

Hm.. I am so sad, coz I am feeling rather unwell today, maybe because we had to play in rain for our National Match then it got postponed.. :( Sian.. LOL.. So that means tomorrow I will be studying for just one hour then going off to play le.. I feel like in Sports School sia, all play little studying.. haha.. Ok, but this is not what I want to talk about... I was like resting then later I recalled Saturday... And hm.. So I recalled this: My mum, Pearl lor -.-, ask me this question or at least she did ask me this... (I forgot how our conversation became until like that.. haha..) "What are 4 things you identify yourself as??" then of course I will answer lor... I said" Soccer player, Child of God, Student(reluctantly) and restless boy" Ahhaahh... yup, I said restless boy, that is why I have been so mischievous :D and so playful most of the time... For example, why do I always get chased around in school, sometimes during class time.. LOL.. But then she was actually a

Well, I think I am not blogged for a very long time already so here are some updates then.. Well, tmr is going to be the Start of the Nationals. Against St Pats. It is not going to be easy, that is for sure, but I am willing to give my all to win the elusive crown. This is my last year, and I am desperately desiring to be crown national champion of Singapore. I told myself that I wanted to be crowned champion of Singapore before I graduate, and I am NOT going to fail my Os just to have a second chance at the prize if we achieve it this year. Thus that means, this is do or die. And ya, it means I am willing to fight for what, but I know I have O'levels to take too... But I tell myself, fight for it, then chiong O'levels... I will excel in both!! I want to excel in both but it requires a lot of hardwork and determination.....But this I must know, God is ALWAYS in control. Only by his grace will I be able to achieve the amazing feat, I hope to achieve and this will require his gr

10 weeks already?? Wow, As I write this post, 10 weeks have officially passed!! Meaning that I time is running out as I take my O'level exams!! LOL.. Best part chinese is up first!! LOL.. GGing sia.. Well, I am surpised how 10 weeks have passed so quickly yet in those 10 weeks, so many things have happen.... In soccer, in studies, in everything lah!! Well, from such a high morale in the soccer team, The morale has dropped so low that the team hs been DISBANDED!! Wat the bleah!! I have trained so hard for my jersey then now must return, super sad sia... Bad wat can I do...... The only good thing is during the individual evaluation for me, my coachs have pointed out to me that I have more strong points than weak points :D LOL.. The best part, the words then ended the conversation is "Too bad, you are suck with this team..." LOL.. But I believe this team got hope nai.. Except, making a new team might not be the best way to prepare for nationals and I am getting ra

Hm.. I was actually thinking about talking about my National Final experience again, but talk about so many times. I also sian le lah.. So I took time out and wrote a very reflective essay. The topic is: A time when you felt guilty.... (though I think my essay like got no link lah) Enjoy my essay :D Today, I woke up knowing that there was no school. I took out a notebook and pen and went to sit under the peach tree my aunt planted before she left for United Kingdom. I saw the wonder of the world just sitting in my backyard. With the shade, and peaceful silence and the pristine fragrance of the flowers, I soon started to reflect about myself. The world we live in passes so fast that sometimes we just go with the flow, never knowing what we are doing. But today was different, I was able to recede in that big peach tree and reflect on myself. I have always been taught to stand back up every time I fall. I am always been taught to impact the lives of others. To help one other, to lov

Hm.. Even just writing this post is painful already.... Well, I received major, earth-shaking news on tuesday. The day before I was preparing for West-Zone Semis and Studying for Physics Test... And hm.. I think he affected me very badly coz I lost interest in everything I did.... And then my world felt like it collapsed the next day where I feel I lost everything... :( Even a sad face is not enough to comprehend the pain I feel...... Okay, maybe things aren't as bad.... but actually I feel it is... Coz I feel like I have disappointed badly, as everyone in school is like expecting us to be champions..Since we have won every match... So you gotta understand the immense pressure on us, even the principals is counting on us..... And well, we lost to Regent.... We can't blame anything.. Maybe we won used to playing on normal grass?? Maybe it was to hot since we always play at 4.30..?? Maybe everything lah!!! no point le... We lost 2-1.... No point, I am deeply sadden, I am heart-br