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I am Free

Lefa intro me the song de... enjoy :D

Amazed

Hi ppl, I think it is time to type a few words... So here is a rather nice song.. I would have loved to play this song in the Inside Out camp. However, I might be too late le. So enjoy?? Okie?? :D Oh lord, I am amazed. I am so amazed by our ways. Our ways are higher, and so interesting... I get a weird disease that I supposed to have the vaccine so that I would rest at home. Lord, I am amazed. But not so with chicky.. :D Part 2. Alright. I think God is telling me to enjoy his presence. TO see how amazing he is. Maybe you should too?? I was just listen to my itunes...Then it was on shuffle. However, everything I listened to was talking about how amazing God is...So

O'levels Experience..

Wee...... O'levels are finished!! (Nic is mostly likely going to play THE song) Well, Here is the update on it alright... Week 1: One word sums it all. STRESS!! ah!!! ALAMAK!! STRESS SIO, I tell you!! I had English as the first papper. For my prelims, my English was the worse subject!! :( Then I go take over!! Sigh!! Depressing.. I read the question wrongly. So my English, supposingly free fall. I have no idea if English gone, all gone. HOWEVER, I HAD GOD RECEDING IN ME!! I HAVE A GOD THAT IS IN CONTROL. EVEN IF I SUPER LOUSY (which I am) I WILL TRUST IN HIM!! :D Then Maths was again depressing.. I was stressing myself out lah!! Keep thinking competing with whole of Spore!! Then you in Hong Kah!! Depressing sio!! I think I did my best. Nah, I did not... But it is again not in my hands.. 20% you 80% God!! So I shall not be depressed!! Coz I wanna enjoy, not fret over my results... Aiya.. Lets get to the point... I flunked my WHOLE O'levels!! I was sick while doing my Humanities ...

Fall in this Place..

Hi dudes.. Hope you like this song... Coz now since my O'levels are over and some of you all are in the holiday mood. This means we got more time on our hands so why not seek God with it rather than wasting it all away...?? I was browsing Youtube, coz my mp3 limited ah.. So youtube does the job... Then I banged head first into this song (If you can"t imagine the banging, just imagine the guy who slashed Darren Ng, then jumped into the pool HEAD FIRST just to escape the police... Ya.. Something like that, nah.. I think that guy more pro..) Enjoy :D

Prelims.. The Trial of Trust and Faith!!

Hi, I am going to blog this on a serious note coz these few weeks have been wreck for me.... Hm.. The prelims made me fight to not sleep!! It caused me to be over-stressed man!! Well, it has been a battle of emotions, of stress, of tired-ness, of fatigue, of faith and of trust for me sio... Let me elaborate.. Well, the lead-up to the Prelims have been really tough on me.. Firstly, I hate to study!! Secondly, the prelims was the exam my parents would use to see if i deserve my Iphone4.. Oh man!! :( Then this was the first exam I actually bothered to study in the build-up instead of last-min then go and study.. Aiyo. Usually I will study study the day before.. but this time I used my holidays to study!! Wow!! LOL.. But it was not easy studying.. honestly! I was affected my many things... Well, many mishaps and sad events....During the lead-up, my grandmother got admitted into hospital!! I was upset lah.. And you should and will know how I felt if you read the previous few posts.. I was a...

Prelims - Week 1

Hey dudes, I doubt I will be blogging a long post but here are some stories, very interesting short short stories about God's faithfulness and my bad luck. :( Hahah... E-Maths miracle: Well, my first two papers were English Paper 1 and E-Maths paper 2. Haha.. But i will just talk about the E-Maths paper coz something amazing happened. LOL.. I was doing my SD question. So SD means you go use the calculator lah. Or at least that how I would do it. Then so I go press the values in SD mode. However my calculator cocked up!! Big time!! Everytime I press store the values, it blanks out!! Then I also blank out lah!! I thought I GG... I tried 3 times, all fail!! my calculator pang sei me during exam!! Imba nia!! Then thank God!! siddenly, my calculator revived itself!! It started working again!! Woohoo!!! Then I happy lah.. Wow.. I just got 75/100 for that paper!! Coz I see my marks le!! But Prelims ain't over!! Ahah.. Thank God... O Praise him!! Hehe.. However, my calculator spoiled s...

God!! Let them be saved!!!

Sigh.... I have got no mood to study le.... Well, I just received a call from my mother saying that maybe we would have to go down to SGH, because my grandmother... Idk what lah. But my mum said my grandmother may not have long le. She said she is dying le.. And I am like thinking to myself. I feel like a unfilial grandson!! I have been MIA from my grandmother's house for a very long time!! And I feel bad, I might not be able to make it up and time is running short... But one thing I ask, is that she would accept God!!! BECAUSE HELL WAS NOT MADE FOR GOD CREATURE TO BE TORTURED FOR ETERNITY!! FOR ETERNITY LEH!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT ETERNITY MEANS?? IT MEANS FOREVER LEH!! I CAN"T IMAGINE THAT!! I DO NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO MY GRANDMOTHER OR ANYONE!! AND I DO NOT WANT TO SEE PEOPLE SUFFER AND BURN IN HELL!!! So I got no mood to study lah... Because I know how hell is like, a small insight yet it is crazy!! The torture, the pain, the burning, the gashes of teeth, the screams...

Praise Him wherever we are

LOL.. This video is a joke.. Or I was laughing when I watched it but I admire it!! When I first read the description, I was laughing le... It said, PLEASE READ: A guy walking the streets of New York just can't stop himself from praising in the streets! LOL... I was like laughing lah.. You see the video. It is a music video, not for laughs. But imagine yourself singing praises to God in the mainland of Singapore. Orchard?? Marina Bay?? Imagine it?? Standing in the middle of the road, singing praises, worship. Kneeling down, raising up holy hands!! Wow!! I admire such courage, and how I wish I would be like that too.. Heck care what people think, only caring about what God thinks. Wow!! I want to also like him sio... "O Praise him!!" Everywhere we are, everywhere we go, everywhere we might be. Praise him. We were made to worship!! And that means everywhere.. I dream that one day, the whole of Singpaore will start praising God in the streets. Then it will be so cool. Imagine...

Funny Moments, and Faces :D

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LOL.. I was thinking.. Lets have a laugh.. Hehe.. These pictures can be found on FB but hey, must show as many people as possible!! :D Hehe.. Here are some Pictures of the Camping trip :D It was a blast, even with the lost of my wallet... :D

Rejoiced in my lost!!

Erm... Hi dudes... I don't know why but I am like spamming videos on my blog ah.. :( Haha.. But those videos are nice what, I think.. Well, I am here to blog about my lost wallet. Not asking anyone to return to me if they have it. and what are the chances that the person who took it would read this?? I am blogging about it not because I am still feeling down and so, but sure I will feel sad because it contains somethings money can't buy, and a lot of money. But hey, God is with us! He is with me all the time, he is in control. "Let his will be done, not mine, not yours but his." I am here to blog about the weird feeling I felt. Did you know when I realise I lost my wallet. I just continued walking slowly and the strolling pace!!? LOL.... I don't know why but I was feeling peace then. sure I run up and down Pasir Ris park 3 times!! Wah, improve my fitness le lah, and I remember how the rhema boys all went to search for the lost wallet but to no avail. Hey, it is no...

Unfailing Love

Woah.. I feels so cute.. Oh man. My brain still sleeping lah.. Alamak, go camping then never get to sleep. Sleep for 15 hours le not enough sio, I still tired.. Sigh, I need to force myself to study!! :( Ok... Remember last time, I did a post about God's love sop min blowing that I am unable to comprehend it?? I found a song that fits it, or rather fits it!! LOL.. By Chris Tomlin this time. I try be a Eugene.. LOL... Random, butamazingly, I choose to listen to Chris Tomlin instead today. LOL.. This song is more of a response to God's unfailing love... :D

Alive in You

Why this is our God got so many good song.. This one sounds sound good.. I like the rift.... LOL.. So upload lah.. :x Can we also play this song?? Aiyo, Play one set all from This is our God album can??

Where we belong

Another song from Hillsong!! This is our God album!! There!! The album is great. Or in my opinion it is... Wakaka.... LOL.. As you watch this. Read ther lyrics!! Casting all else aside!! For the joy of our Lord JESUS CHRIST!! May he bless you, speak to you through this video. Lefa! Can we play this after my Os??

The Same Power

Who knew shuff ur playlist and God speaks?? LOL.. Indeed God spoke to me even in random ways!! Isn't that great. Well, I was browsing youtube, and I came across this rather old song but impactful song. Indeed that same power that conquer the grave lives in me!! I am more than a conqueror!! 37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. - Romans 8:37!! When asked which album to you is best for Hillsong. I would say "This is our God. Reason: There are impactful songs such as Healer, Stronger, With Everything, You are Here, You deserve, He is Lord. But the most touching song is With everything because of how God move even though the concert was already over. When the people kept praising and sing even after concert. I can watch them sing for hours. Seeing the wonders of our God. Woah!!

God's Love for me is so mind blowing!!

Well, I was doing QT last night lah.. and will God spoke... Hm.. It is rather mind blowing still to me. Because last night, I was redo-ing my NLK, and alos doing ODJ... The most amazing part of it was that both talked about the same subject. I decided to do NLK and it was talking about the abundant he has promised. God did not say that there were no strings attach to the eternal life. But he said that abundant life is a life that is lived in LOVING obedience to him. Then there was a poem on how God sent his son to die for us. That love for us, that drove him to the cross. Then I was doing ODJ, and it was talking about rejoicing. Rejoicing that Jesus that died, and has risen!! And then I asked to hear his voice and 4 words formed in my head. "You are my son." And well, it left me think how powerful is love. That he drove God to become man, and to die for such a wretch like me. How great is his love, something I am unable to comprehend!!! Is love really that powerful?? Today...

Passion Rekindle?

Hm... Today, my thoughts are are jumbled up. Hm... Well, today I went to D.I and what my eyes saw was that the shaking that is happening in D.I can really be seen. It not minor one that can be covered up but it is visible. Well, I saw that D.I has rather "shrink" as I can really see the drastic difference in attendance when Si'er was still here, and after he left. I am not saying the leader now are lousy, but the shaking is really affecting D.I... And then I was thinking to myself, I see Rhema, we are suppose to be 10 strong but then week in week out, only a few are truly rooted. Then I think to myself, why is D.I suddenly a place that feels so dead?? Where is all the hyperness?? Where is the D.I I once knew?? I know that there are still many regular faces but where are the new souls?? Where is the passion that was burning so strongly in our hearts once?? Where is the compassion for the lost?? You can say, I feel burdened yet to nothing. Isn't that as good as not bein...

God heals the wound, not time!

A wound so deep, A hurt so huge, Your loss saddens his heart, and tears start flowing down, those that are the apples of his eye. But no hurt is too deep, no wound to huge, that he can't mend, He is healer, but all he longs is for you... For you... for you to seek refuge in him, for you to find strength in him, for you to love once again, for you to stand up again and worship him. Oh man. this is random but I did a break from doing R-formula. I going siao le!! Oh man.. Make me study for an hour!! LOL... Don't ask me why the poem so random, maybe becoz I random. Idk?? Well, but this poems those reflects my thoughts. And what I know of him. I might not know all, I might be to lousy to comprehend his imba-ness, and glorious majesty but I know he is my strength, my healer and Saviour. I think you all will again ask me why I write so emo poems. I am not. I am telling myself to embrace it with open hands. No more running, no more hiding le!! Time to let the wound be healed. Ok, some ...

Chinese O'level Results!!

Woah!! Today, I just got back my results for my O'levels!! and guess what I just passed!! Woohoo!! After 10 years, since pri2 except for PSLE, I have always been failing chinese and it has been the most depressing subject that I might have ever taken. Failing for 10 years is not motivating, right!!?? Going into the hall gave me butterflies in my stomach. I was nervous, afraid yet peace filled my heart despite the uncertainties that were surrounding me. Isn't that great??!! I asked God in China, to help me pass my Chinese O'level Oral. I also tried going on a fast, but it did not materialised. Yet God has been faithful, with no strings attached, he passed me!! God has shown me that he will always hear our prayers. Indeed, just like my previous post. Faith does miracles!! And this post is evident to my previous post!! I admit that I was doubtful at times, but who would not be if you have never experienced the adrenaline rushing through your body because you never passed your ...

What can Faith Do?

What has God said about faith as small as a mustard seed? He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." - Matthew 17:20 And i found this on Youtube, What can Faith do? PE Band, lets have a sleepover after Os then we watch fireproof together, then cry together. Ok maybe it would just me..

I want to watch Fireproof!!

Doing maths is depressing so I decided to browse through Facebook, then I came across this link that my mum posted... Interesting song... Hm.. So I went to listen to it, then I found Fireproof, the movie again!! Oh man, I think I must watch Fireproof because the song, "While I am Waiting" is also from that movie!! So I want watch Fireproof. The one that I found in youtube after browsing around after clicking her link: This the one she posted:

Are you first??

LOL.. Hi people (wif the Hong Kong ascent, blame Io Tong lah) :D Today is Sunday and it has been pretty eventful. I when to 2 libraries (Just wait, to see the reason why I want to whack Yan Hong), Lefa, Joshua, You Fu came to house to play real and virtual soccer. We kind of got own by people stronger than us. I know them, the batch of my primary sch. People whom I had played before, but it has been a long time. They were definitely a class above most of us. Maybe better or on par with me.. but I never come compare because You fu kind of attacked his teammate, causing him to limp and feel pain at his appendix. To make things worse, he hit it twice!! Ouch!! I pity MYSELF LAH!! I also manage to pwn Yan Hong in PES 2010. Yan Hong, go train lah!! Hehe.. Pretty interesting day, and in addition to the fun, there was a A-Maths test the following day, and if peple came to my house. I confirm can't study lah!! Diaoz.. I like studied 30 mins.. Chiongster sia!! Hope can pass happy le. Well......

End of the 40 days Prayer and Fast 2010

Ok.. Maybe it is time to update again le.. Wah.. I super lazy sia.. Today it the day I can spam playing PS3 le leh!! Confirm spamming, but then got tones of homework still left undone. The worse part, everyday I try complete them, I realise there was more lah.. Sian sio... Now my to-do list has the + El Project + 2 Maths Paper + 1 Physics Paper + 1 E-Maths paper + 1 El Picture Discussion + And what the bleah sio!! Oh man!! So much work, but I just spammed 3 games on my PS3 le... :D How I missed the nice graphics man!! How I miss pwning the teams... Unlike my PSP, my Ps3 team is mush strong... My PSP, though it is fun to raise a new generation of soccer players into the future almighty team, the process is tough, coz I playing all 17 years old players sia... :x While PS3 I get the young ones than are not so young, around 22, to play then train them since they can still develop... I have a feeling you won't get it right?? LOL.. Nvm.. Ju...

Despicable Me and The Sorcerers Apprentice

IT SO FLUFFY, I AM GOING TO DIE!!! Haha... Despicable me was so funny!! LOL.. And the story line is pretty touching too. It is great to see how hearts, even the most harden and evil of hearts can be transformed into a tender loving heart.. Great isn't it!!?? Haha.. I also gotta thank Lin Cho and Chian Huei for the movie ah, it was their Birthday gift to me. SO I did not need to pay a cent.. OH man, I feel guilty still!! Ok.. I also watched the Sorcerers Apprentice not long ago.. like around last week. And I am still amazed at the fact that why the guy would fight for Love instead for the whole of human mankind?? LOL.. Random sia.. and I still don;t understand a lot from the movie but I give in a 3.5 rating coz it was touching.. Lover never fails - 1 Corinthians 13:8!! And the movie showed me Love always prevails!! He fought for his friends and loved one and he won.. Wat the bleah. LOL.. But interesting still... :D Watch it!! :D Haha... SO I have watched Karate Kid and Despicable Me...

Chinese?? I never knew of such a subject.

Haha... I kinda like the title.. :X HAha.. YEah!! Chinese O'level is over.. :D HAha... I know it is a bit late to blog about it coz it happen like of long ago, but I was lazy to blog lah.. Haha.. Finally it is over, may my suffering end here.. Hehe.. I hope Hong Xia does not see this, if not.. I gg.. totally!! Haha... O'level Chinese is a pain man, finlly it is over though high chance of re-taking lah.. but I like dont want sia.. :x Haha.. I think Oral, slightly GG, the written paper was GG.. but Listening, I can do!! Praise God :D AHha... So now it is time to start work!! :( But I so don't want to!! Really pain ah.. Now cant eat lunch nor play PS3.. PSP only sometimes.. :( Super sad sia.. :( Then still need to start work le!! Sigh.. i pray for discipline!! I am a slacker, but I gotta get out of that shell can start working!! God please help me..!!I can rejoice that Chinese is over, but O'levels are drawing ever too close!! :(

Post World Cup Fever!!

Hehe.. Do you know the Wavin Flag song.. This is video is so cool,, see how the whole crowd does the actions when he sings!!

Chinese O'level Oral!! Help!!

Sigh!! I might have just experience the worse birthday gift yet to receive!! OMG!! Today, I found out that my Chinese O'level oral will fall on the same day as my birthday!! Sharks!! And to make things worse!! It means it is abt a week away!! OMG!! And I can't speak chinese!! Oh man!! If I speak chinese, people start laughing!! LOL... And remember how I did my chinese Mid-year oral... I just stared at the teacher then said I don't know in chinese then go off.. LOL.. GG.. I cant do the same now!! No way!! "GOD, BE MY HELPER!! I AM STRESSED OUT HERE!!" And that is when "The Stand" comes into play.. It is the song of the moment that can touch my heart!!

In the Mystery

HAha.. Since I am still not blogging yet so I will just upload nice songs.. Not so modern songs and modern ones.. Haha.. Enjoy bah :D In Your Name There is hope when all seems lost There is freedom in the power of the cross Let the world see (Verse 2) In Your Name There is truth where logic fails Understanding that makes sense of our days You Are Worthy (Pre-Chorus) Hear the song of all creation roar We’re crying out as One To You our God Now show us the way of Your love And we will come running (Chorus) All for Jesus’ name Your love displayed We are alive in the mystery All for sinners’ gain Your life You gave We’ll sing Your praise for eternity (Verse 3) In Your Name There is mercy without end Overtaking us now time and again Let the world see (Verse 4) In Your Name There is love that never fails And the promise that Your word will prevail (Pre-Chorus) Hear the song of all creation roar We’re crying out as One To You our God Now show us the way of Your love And we will come running (...

Oceans Will Part

Well, today was actually pretty unproductive for me coz I am still doing Indices and Surds!! ONLY sia!! And I have not really studied this holiday!! LOL... But this ain't the reason why I am posting this. A few days back (2 to be specific. I attended WAC Family Camp 2010 with my whole family!! :D And I bought myself a Liverpool watch!! Woohhooo!! But this camp is special, I am going to come clean.. :D Honestly, I have been experiencing a "Dark night of the soul" or the "desert" for a rather long time I believe.. And it has hindered me from experiencing God's presence and as an ealget and PE's keyboardist!! It has really hindered me!! I should not be like that!! OMG!! So like GG lah.. But during the camp, I have been shown that all you can really do is trust in God. I need to totally surrender my heart unto God, not to rely on my own strength as I am just mere man. My heart was broken, my faults revealed. It is time to place faith in God, when the time co...

To Know his Name

Hi.. I currently in school while I am blogging this post.. But while studying,I listened to this song on youtube while doing some random research.. LOL.. And it has calmed my spirit down.. God has loved us so much, what could we do but just adore him? To love him? To know him more? TO thrist? To hunger? Sit back and enjoy.. It is nice cause it is hillsong.. LOL.. Just joking.. It is because it is all about God!! :D And let us make this song our response!! To know his name!!

THE CHOSEN ONE

This is a clear steal from Safe-Keeper's Secret!! HAha.. Ya, the plot is there but it was kind of cutted short!! LOL.. And edited a bit here and there because I had no idea how to write for the topic "The Chosen One"!! Wat the bleah.. Lol... So it looks like fantasy books do come in useful!! Haha.. Give me your comments too .. :D Enjoy Nine years ago, my mum told me that a mysterious wealthy man riding on a horse had trotted into this village, a small unknown village with little wealth, in the middle of the night. He was carrying a baby and placed that baby at the doorstep of this cottage. My mother found that baby whining in a small basket. It was reported the next day that a wealthy man was found dead on the street not far from our cottage. There was not injuries found on him, and it is believed to be a suicide. Nine years have passed, and that baby that he brought to that cottage that night is all grown up and that boy is me. My mother has always told me about t...

Temperately, A way out!!

Hm.. From my previous post. You could tell I was like sad lah.. Coz I dont get to play competitive football, most likely again. However, God has presented me a way out!! Woohoo!! Well, i am allowed to join the team for training since i am going to China to train, thus, I will need to train lah!! So, I have found myself back in my normal lifestyle!! Woohoo!! It is now back to going home at 7pm and starting work again at 8!! Though CHINESE O"LEVEL COMING LE!! ARGH!! I gotta study, but I enjoy going back to soccer!! So I don't need to go for some soccer trail and decline the offer later on. For now, it is training, training, playing, playing and accumulate fatigue!! Hehe!! Since We train like everyday now, I getting cramps sia... Best part, at the backside there.. -.-!! LOL.. So, I thank God that he allowed to be go back into competitive soccer, though the stint would end on 30 may but hey, thank God!! :D Though it is short, I will enjoy it!! Hehe.. And afterall, I am rather rust...

As my Soul Weeps

Well, my mid-years are over and I am feeling sad because I realised my Mid-year was going to count for something. *sigh* Jethro asked me to go for the SAJC soccer trial, and I see no harm going so I decided to email the coach there.... All I said was I play soccer and want to know the trial dates, then I got a long list of requirements.. -.-" Wat the bleah... Then the trial on 29 May (I training in China during that time) so I said I will not be in Singapore then he say, if I want go for the second trial lah, Or most likely part 2 with the better player from the first trial. But he requires my Sec 3 End-of -year results and my this mid-year results. OMG!! No hope sia.. The results all like shit sia.. Though considered good for me since I have CCA during exam period last year.. But still it is CMI in SAJC standards.. :( And the SAJC soccer trial was actually something to look forward too since my season is over (SO early sia!!) and I am like free, no more training, no more nothing ...

While I am Waiting

Our God is great!! Strong!! Almighty!! He is the one where love overflows from, he is the one love, grace and peace where is found!! This song, I have listened to is an album Andy passed to me and the other encounter people!! And it touched me because it has told me to serve, to worship even while I wait for the answer. The answer to whether my future lies in somewhere else than D.I?? This video is about a couple who are on the brink of a divorce. And they think they have no more hope together, then came along a guy who told them about God and soon God mended their relationship. So if God can salvage a marriage heading to the grave, what more can he not do?? As I wait for it.. Enjoy the music video. While I am waiting, I got a Rhema to build up!!

Settling Down

Hehe, if the PE dudes see this they might scold me for thinking about this... Ok, I am finding it hard to settle down into a normal schedule leh!!! Like suddenly got so much time to yourself, for the first time I can watch TV, eat a meal for 1 hour and go down and play!! HAha, at times, I still missed my old schedule but I got to look forward, maybe I will build up my reputation back downstairs?? haha.. I enjoy winning Hong Wei and my Brother tag team against me. Coz I owned them.. hehe.. Evil leh, like I can play with pressure, do skill like shiok, shoot with right leg.. :X LOL.. You understand bah.. Like playing downstair, I can slowly hopefully find back my passion for the sport, and maybe heal the wound because I doubt I will fully walk out of soccer... So, I ain't going to cry le bah. Okie, keep mind blank.. :D COz I cried enough I hope on Sunday le.. And I still got China Trip, hopefully if MT teacher allow... LOL.. LOL, so for once in my secondary school life from sec 2-4. I...

Soccer Journey

Well, Today we lost to Kent Ridge 0-2... And it ended my dream of getting the National Crown, most likely for the rest of my entire life... That is why I AM HEART-BROKEN!!! I need my PSP now!! Mum, if you ever will read this, can I get to play my psp?? Becoz I really want to get my head distracted from this matter... Don't say STUDY!!! Coz I am too heart-broken to study, let alone open a book... Well, so I really wish I could relive those wonderful moments in my Soccer life, and change those bad memories... I watched in horror as the nightmare unfolded in front of my eyes... A few days after the newspaper report the fight between SA and ACS(I), Hong Kah and Kent Ridge almost had their very own fight... I got flagged offside 6 times!! Bloody!! And how I wished I was a right-footed player just a few hours earlier becoz the ball fell nicely for a volley from my right but I totally miss it!!! And I blame myself... Well, no point crying over spilled milk now, so I will bring you through...

Glorify Him...

Well.. I think I ain't in the best of state coz I just realise I lost my self-esteem... LOL.. But it is true.. I lost my mood to do anything... That includes playing PSP and soccer and talk crap... I don't feel like doing anything... And it is interestingly awkward!!! hahah.. I will return to full throttle soon though.... Coz I will rest and see what is wrong.. I thought I was burning out but there is more than meets the eye.. haha.. but I am going to return refreshed... Ok.. You should not have read that but nvm.... LOL.. Ok.. I want to talk about the fact that God speaks to you all the time... Ok, today was awkward for me because I was like don't want do this and that .. so it affected my performance in soccer.. In terms of studies, I am forcing myself to study... SO aiya, you understand bah... Then I was handing in my work, long over-due work, then I did not write my name so I sound like I was ok.. I said: "Aiya, can tell from handwriting de lah" Io tong: ...

Spirit-Led

Weell, today is Good friday!! The day which christ dead for everyone sins.. there is a promise for many to take hold if they just return to the Lord.. Christ died so we may have live and so that you may have a relationship with him.. U are forgiven only if you return.... But I not here to give a sermon (like what Justin would do.. XP) Well, I am blogging becoz of the supernatural day I experience, not that I am like some holy guy but it is just that today I woke up with his song stuck in my head... The song my "mum" danced too the previous day in the Live Concert.. Gotta admit a bit hard to watch the dance last night coz I was pulled more to the song.. :X Ok... Got nothing to do with it, it is becoz I had the song in my head, I started to play it on the piano... Like from random, it become to the song.. Amazing... LOL.. then I found out the song title only now hence I can search for it.. It is amazing!! It was like the spirit empowered me to play it... Then another one came.....

Your Identity??

Hm.. I am so sad, coz I am feeling rather unwell today, maybe because we had to play in rain for our National Match then it got postponed.. :( Sian.. LOL.. So that means tomorrow I will be studying for just one hour then going off to play le.. I feel like in Sports School sia, all play little studying.. haha.. Ok, but this is not what I want to talk about... I was like resting then later I recalled Saturday... And hm.. So I recalled this: My mum, Pearl lor -.-, ask me this question or at least she did ask me this... (I forgot how our conversation became until like that.. haha..) "What are 4 things you identify yourself as??" then of course I will answer lor... I said" Soccer player, Child of God, Student(reluctantly) and restless boy" Ahhaahh... yup, I said restless boy, that is why I have been so mischievous :D and so playful most of the time... For example, why do I always get chased around in school, sometimes during class time.. LOL.. But then she was actually a...