Boredom Madness

Wow, This camp was a roller coaster ride sia!!! I went there hoping to have fun and enjoy myself but got nothing of such sort on the first day but then everything changed on the second day and I suddenly felt sad it had to end... :( Well, let me explain then, coz i doubt you understand.... DAY 1: [Friday] I went too school ready for adventure!! Ready to enjoy myself!! LOL... And getting too see everyone's SS paper. How could Shao Wei beat me!! :( GG... Then I was quite fun hiding all the banned items from the teachers such as my wallet, handphone!! :D LOL... Lucky, my earpiece was not confisicated coz I forgot to hide it on myself... LOL... Lucky me... Then we boarded the bus to go to our destination and MOOD SWING!! Sian.. I turn sianed the moment I saw how sian my instructor were... Or at least one.. LOL.. I also got sian maybe cause I wanna listen to music then keep on asking us to do some "Hungry Cheer" and some other dumb remixes. So I turned sian.... Then reached th

Totally agreed dude!! LOL... I just agreed with myself... Well, School currently stinks cause all you see is people emo-ing at the fact that they are dropping stream or retaining due to their poor results. But at the same time, I feel helpless. Cause I am also facing problems of my own, I don't know what should I do.... Well, It is really stressful cause I wanna do very well for my O'level yet at the same time, I want to keep my choices open as I have not decided on where do I want to go, What do I want to do.... So I really need help, I hoped that after my exams, I would be able to have more time to concentrated and focused on God, Get back on track as I feel that at times, I feel that I am off track and not in line with God. I don't know whether to drop biology as I fear that I might not be able to cope with 3 pure sciences, 2 maths and soccer next year. I will be more involved in soccer next year. I will also need to spend time on my other commitments such as nurturing t

Woohoo.... Rejoice despite my sorrows!!! Rejoice for God will show the way!! Well, I was suppose to miss the first day of D.I Camp as there was another camp that clashes with it but now.... Woohoo!!! Thank God, I can join you guys man!! though late as i still got training but ya, I will make it!! Lefa, I promise you :D!!! LOL.... I promise I will free myself until I can lead worship with you guys :D!! Woohoo.. So at least, I am down meaning that one obstacle is down :D I am free... Now only Eugene and Nick might not make it... But Bros, I urge you to pray coz that was what I did... And now, I shall go into details if you want to know it.... I was doing Q.T last night and I was reading the birth of Jesus and how God has really perserved the Son of god and the Son of Man that no harm was afflicted on him.... God protected him, and the family chin that led to the birth of Jesus. And it leads me to think, "Wow, God. Indeed when it is your will, you are make sure that it is done no mat

Ouch!! Reality struck me down!!! Tomorrow will be the day we get back our exam papers!! Oh no!! GG... Gotta get my funeral prepared!! LOL.... Saddening life!!! Well, the exams period was really something for me...!!! It was the most stressful period in my whole sec 3 life.. even more stressful than organize the Scholl's Inter-house Soccer Competition, studying more -maths Test and doing History homework at the same time!! And I feel that I did not do my best for my Exams coz I see, like very wasted... SS Paper never complete!! Wanna cry.. Then E-Maths also saddening... I just feel that it is not up to expectations lah!! I feel that I did not max out my potential....!! Though when I studied, I studied till I had hedaches le!! So I really feel I did not do my best at all!!! :( But like Pearl told me, "Dont dread getting back my results, rather just learn from them" So ya.."Yes, mum... I shall try :D" LOL... At least it is not O'levels so ya, I should count mys

Well, my mood has change dramatically today..... Now it is post-exams period but I feel very sad and not rejoicing.... Why?? Cause What has been giving me the strength to pull through one of my most difficult moments in life in dimming by the minutes.... When Eugene showed me the SMS today tht he might not be here in Singapore for the D.I Camp, And when Lefa broke the news to me that Nicholas might also not be in Singapore for the first 2 days of the D.I Camp And the fact that i have Icons Camp on the 18 of Dec... My dream of P.E Band leading worship as a full band during the D.I Camp is really slowly slipping away. And it is really saddening to see us so busy!! So busy!! And next year, I believe everyone will be more busy and I will be having my O'Levels!!! So GG lah... The one thing that I have really been hoping for is disappearing!!! And when I search for answers of why this happens?? I only can find faults in me.... Have I been to unfocused?? Why do I feel this way?? What hav

Phew!!!! It finally is over.. and now, Matthew has also finished his exams!! (Random)... LOL... Well, the end of exams means that the intense pressure I was feeling is finally off my shoulders!! I can celebrate but unfortunately!! I got 5 camps this end of year holidays!!! all the camps are a must go... Add 2 more which I wanna go.. that brings the tally up to 7!! 7 LEH!! Wat the.. I no more holidays le!! GG!! GG!! Well, Never mind... the examination period has really help me realise so many things... It showed me that my parents do care about me... A Lot!! It has showed me that I really do have a lot of friends!! A lot of them!! All of willing to help me :D Thanks guys :D [ Eg. I forgot to bring my stationaries to school on Wed, which was the day I was having my chemistry paper... Then since never bring pencil case equals I got no calcultor, no pens, no pencil!! GG lah.. No hope sia.. then must go do my checkup for the si€ngapore 2010 Friendship Camp, Which I think is stupid lor. So