I don't know.... but I think that they is something happening... it is no coincidence that this song has caught by attention and it was kinda finalize when D.I played it.... so here is the song...
The dust has settled and I recall the challenges ,of being apart from home for so long, of living independently without income and of maintaining a LDR have been really difficult, and the experiences of seeing and learning new things of different cities and countries. Perhaps its time to journal some of the journey. I remember the thoughts as I boarded the plane left, how I prayed that God will water the seeds that have been planted. Learning I can't say goodbyes well, and that my preference not to attach myself to anything as much as possible. I remember how I never took a plane for 3 years, since I was always occupied in Singapore, and my first time flying was to Europe alone on 22th Jan to Czech Republic without data in the middle of the night. What an experience. Always thought I was going to not make it to my hostel in time, and had no google map to use since my flight was delayed yet ending up at my hostel at 2am alone. By His grace, the experience will live with me...
Oh man, I should be happy that I am getting less busy currently but once it reaches the month of december, there I go again.... Becoming so busy!! *Sigh* Well, it feels good to be back at D.I but it feels super sad that there is no PE Band meeting at all currently, so how do we leading worship in the near future?? Well, I am feeling kinda down because of this thing and the fact that I am so busy in December that I miss the most important days!!! of the D.I X-factor camp!! :( I might not be leading worship with PE Band, it seems.. Oh man.. *Sigh* How I want to join in!! :( Then now, we are kinda facing crisis for the 29 November thingy coz the practice or rehersal days are on saturdays and wednesdays.. Equals missing D.I and the bowling thingy and then rushing down from soccer to help.. Kinda means I am going to be exhuasted!! But at the same time, I am wondering whether I am doing the right thing coz Si'er says, we must be focus!! Jesus called us to evangelise!! And if we miss the ...
Dear future Seng, I just want you to remember a few things when you recall your memories in army. I know you hate army. That fact will never change, I hate it now too. Don't worry, we are 2 stubborn dudes. But remember, without army: 1. You would not know how to operate the excavator, dozer, shovels. Heavy plant aka Earthmovers. 2. You would not be this skilled at driving. 3. Your mind map of the roads in SG, it wouldn't be this good if the army didn't send you to Eunos, Woodlands, Pasir Ris, Sembawang, Seletar, Yishun. Be thankful, that despite the long travel hours, you learnt something some people don't have. 4. You would not have been humbled. With your bunk mates, you saw some of your blind spots. 5. Because of the horrible locations and the constant changing of camps that never were near the west, you learnt to appreciate time. 6. You learnt to be thankful for the small blessing you found in a camp that took you 2.5 hours to go from...
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