Boredom Madness

Today has made me super angry le. Sad, Angry, Vexed and many more other emotions lor. Today, my school celebrated Teacher's Day by running a 2.8 km cross country race. And you can guess what position I got if I tell you I was so close. So have you guessed?? I am first in my class just like my 2.4 km run for my nafa test. But I just miss out on a trophy!!!!!!!!!!!! The top 20 people will get a trophy but I got 21th !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wat siah..... I run and run, run til my toe bleed and only get a collar pin!!! What the f....ish man!!!! I was so close again to getting my 5th medal this year and reach my goal this year to win 5 medals!!!! And now, I have only 4 meadls and now the pre-season tournament that will be played during the december holidays is currently very important as it seems to me that that is my last hope of getting my last medal and reaching my goal. BUT the tournament is for the best 5 schools in Singapore and Australia to compete in so what are the chances of winni...

Wow!!! Can you believe that I just sppent 65 cents for my lunch!!! I had inter-house soccer games today and we won 3rd after fighting sec 3s lor, we all sec 2 only siah. But that is not the content and I think this blog entry is short lor. Today, we went to Cafe Cartel at IMM lor coz on Sunday is OGM , our gay monitor. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TO YAN HONG!! You are 14, so you no chance of getting silver for nafa test le. Haha......I think I next year also fail le coz cannot do chin up. The standard kind. ( I better continue) So we went to cafe cartel at IMM and we "so called" celebrated our Gay Monitor birthday. There was 5 of us and I follow coz I go for the free flow of bread. Haha... Only 3 people bought the food so me and Clement go for the free bread. We like typical Singaporean lor. We showed the typical Singaporean Spirit by taking about 2-3 loafs of bread. Gary lah, take so many. I take for everyone then you go take for yourself then no bread, you stupidly go take the fake bre...

Wat siah. I am still in self-denial mode lor. I still cannot believe it!!!!!! I can't believe that we lost!!!!!!I can't believe that we gave up such a good chance of getting into the history books of Hong Kah Sec. I can't believe it until NOW!!!!!!!!!! I know that we gave a good fight for Sports School. I know that we did our best but we were just not calm enough to put the ball in the back of the Sports School net!!!! We were so close!!!! We could be National Champions right now!!!!! I could have a C'Division Gold Medal locked up in my Cupboard right now!!!! How I wanted that Gold Medal. I wanted it so much so that I cried!! I cried after the match!! I cried in front of the Lower Sec!! Now, i like no face le. So Sad. I cried and cried, I have a feeling that the camera man manage to get a shot at me crying. I hope that it does not come out on the newspaper lor. And I think that it should most likely not lor so I should be luckily lor. I cry even my soccer teacher could ...

I am now currently emotionaling(if you understand), I had a childhood deam that I will one day play in the Jalan Besar Stadium, I had heard that the field there was good. I wanted to play there went I saw it, how big it was. Today, I played there. My childhood dream was fulfiled but that was not my aim totally. I was playing there for one reason. And that one reason was to become National Champions there! To send back the Singapore Sports School back home feeling sad. But things did not turn out the way they were. We lost to Sports School after extra time 2-1, It was just 2 more mins to penalty-shootout!!!! We score first, we were leading Sports School after I wa fouled near the penalty box and our captain score from the free kick!!!!! So 1-0 up, we were. We now believed that we could win it. We defended and defended, ran and ran, Cramp and cramp all the way but somehow, Sports School manage to get a penalty!!!! Somehow!!!! They scored so we were now levelled. We had our chances but ki...

My friend, My friend has help me achive many things. It is my soccer boots. Just this year only, I started wearing my Mizuno soccer boots. I have 2 of them though thay are differnt colour. One is White and Red and the other is Black and Blue. I favoured the white boot so I started wearing it first followed by the Black boot. So me, it is both a happy event and a sad ending because I am the only first eleven soccer player wearing a unknown brand for boot (Mizuno), this boot has done so many things for me. It has done thing that I might never even think of doing. It has scored goals, it has help me get into the starting eleven in my school team after I had spend a whole year on the bench, as a non-school team member, it has also helped me scored spectacular goals, such as my two bicycle kicks which I have tried before but never hitting the at all. I very thank it a lot and God. I cannot say that the pair of boots I wear helps me play better or improves something like my strength or speed...

Thank God, He is strengthening me and I have an issue which I needed to settle. I am afraid to continue living with that issue as I fear the day that God will judge me. And all I needed to overcome it is discipline and so I have vow not to do it and better, even not entertain that thought. God has told me that my foundation in the Word was begining to showed signs of falling down. That was a issue which was solved. Thanks to God whom has used us to shine his glory. I needed the grace of God then and I remembered what is the true meaning of the grace of God. I needed God to discipline me. And he did but not the way of hurting me, like bring me to suffer hardship. I might have suffered have many attacks from the Devil. I was badly wounded, both in the physical and spiritual realms. When I went to Church on 17/08/2008, hoping for redemption from God. on that day, I hear the word from God throught Dr. Joseoph Akintunde. God had given him this burden which he has shared with the church and ...

I am sorry that I did not attend the Spiritual Gifts Seminar. Really sorry. This week has been a roller coaster ride. Winning the National semi-final. Being first in my class's boys for 2.4 run. These things are great but they were from God. You may think that I thanking God means I am running smoothly but I feel that I am not. I have heard about the death of my neighbour's father and he was a muslim. I am blaming myself. Why did I not invite them. How could I have just looked at them and not do anything. Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where has my passion and love for the lost gone too!!!!!!!!!!!! Where is the discipline that I once had???!!! I am fearful, I had "so called" taken a lot of responsibility. Have have my calling to fulfil. I have a job to do, I have to be strengthen. I have now a lot of commitment. I have my difficulties. The devil is indeed attacking me. I believe he is trying to make me tried physically which he has done. Now I have a battle in my mi...

No............................... Why must it be today.......... Why must be on the day that I am injured................................ But how would have thought that I would do well in my 2.4 run though I was not the best?? I managed to clock 12 minutes sharp for the 2.4 run with a spraine ankle!! I was the first in the class. I beat Shakir by one second lor!!!!!!! so he is 12.01 seconds!!!! Well done to him man, you just came in second in the class!!!! I started the run feeling alright. I did not feel so much pain lor. I did not really even feel any pain lor. I run two rounds at normal speed. No faster. Shakir ask to be partners since we were on the same speed. During the third round, I felt that I had slowed down. Shakir was infront of me!!! I think it was because I keep on jump in and out of my track since everyone keep on walking lor. I lazy waste time so just skip out of the track on the drain then skip back in, so fun :) Everyone was encouraging me including Mr Yeo, he say fo...

Wow, Who would have thought Hong Kah Sec would be in the National Finals????? This is indeed something so spectacular, something so unimaginable....... Lady Luck must have been on our side man. The match was something you would wish you have watch it. Before the match, the day before, I somehow spraine my right ankle. I jump and landed wrongly man. How scared was I !!!!!!! Tomorrow, is the match of "my life"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How do you heal a spraine ankle in ONE day????!!!!!!!!! I go ice and rub it but like no use. It did not heal fully. How to play my best when you are injured???? Thursday is NATIONAL SEMI"S FINAL!!!! Friday is NAFA test 2.4 km run. How siah???? I did pray. I managed to control the pain. I believe it was God that helped me numb the pain. [The actual day] AARRGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I wokeMy ankle still feel pain but now feel MORE pain!!!!!!!!!!!! I still play lah. Of course, I want to play in this kind of game. Plz lah, who would not pla...

This month is difficult month for many lor. So many are sick, exhausted, and undergoing trails!!! D.I, I believe is going to benefit a lot after this though I do not know when it might end lor. God is testing us and we all need to see what is important. We are reaching this cross-road and we must be united as one and go the right path that leads to Heaven. Many are fearful, many are tired and many have issues to settle. We are indeed going a new direction. My cell group are having problems, many of them. Jun Hoong is undergoing trails, we are behind you brother and waiting for your return, Justin is backsliding, we need to bring him back before another Wei Kiat case happens. Isaac has exams to study and has not join us, I am unsure whether he is backsliding lor. Hao Bing, finally something good, seems to be a bit more serious which is good, when we went handbilling, he was serious but he still has a long way to go. He needs to manage his emotions and not be impatience. Nicholas ah, a b...

That day, something happen to me. I was tired, exhausted after my IPW lor, I went but was to fall asleep lor, i tried many methods of trying to walk out but none of them work, none manage to wake me up fully lor. Only when I step inside the Max Pavillion(if correct spelling) then I felt, ok, I am awake time for me to see God, to felt him and to return to him. On that day, I was angry, tiring and was not exactly happy lor. I could not worship god fully, I was not feeling his present, only later on was I able to worship again with all of my heart. My attitude has change, we must NOT look down on people who come form 3rd world countries as they play a huge role in the development of our country. I want you to look arond you, do you see buildings and other things. They are build by them. We, Singaporean, have denied them of their rightful wages. We should repent. We should seek their fogiveness, they have taken dangerous jobs, we have also overworked them and you still call them names. Why...

Wow, time has past so fast Now, I have to bring so many books to school again *sigh* It has been a week of fun, hardwork and slacking. How much has our group bonded together, so many problems have occured, so much frustration we felt with each other but still we somehow manage to stay united. How others studens from the normal stream tried condemning us how they commended how lousy our work was and trying to break up our team. How much patience God has, how does he love everyone that was like me during primary school, how does he manage to forgive me of all my sin. And how I hate my past self but God manage to bring me together to become what I am today. Lord, you are such an almighty God which is just unimaginable. How big is your heart and the love you just gives us like that. Well, I want my pizzahut!!! I hope we do get a good grade and then I can start eating my treat only after my national semi's and final/ third and fourth placing. I hope that the work that has been done play...

Wasted siah, Papa going overseas again lor. He is going to Dubai for one month and will not be able to watch me play my 3rd and 4th placing match/ the final. So sad that he can't see me wear that medal that God has given me for the first time. But today, I am going to talk about a bad habit I have which I change but still that thing happens lor. It is my wallet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is the problem!!!!!! But how lor can my wallet be the problem lor???(you may ask) I think it like got magnet to my dad's car lor. Everytime I put my wallet in my bag, it will till find a way to be left behind in my dad's car. Yesterday, I found it again in my dad's car again lor. I was going from Church to my tution class then my dad followed me coz he go pay the fees lor. Then I go check my bag as I could not find my phone but it turn out to be in my pocket lor. LOL man.......... As I was finding it, I found out that my wallet was not inside lor.How scared I was man!!! I had $20+ inside my ez...

Hello, This letter is dedicated to my cell leader, Jun Hoong. I know you are under a lot of stress and undergoing trails and I know that at your age, the trails are so much more tough lor but I want you to know that your cell will be behind you coz you are a good cell leader. We do not care what you think of yourself but we know that you are a good cell leader. We might make you think that you are not doing a good job by the way we behave but do not jugde a book by its cover. I can sayI have grown and that you are doing your job well. You have some issue to settle first, confirm!!! You have low confidence, just like me when I play soccer on the field butmy confidence will go when you just do it. Did not God wrote in 2 timothy 1:7 that " For God did not give us a spirit of fear but of POWER, LOVE AND A SOUND MIND" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so be brave and strong. You are someone I look up too. Literally. Hehe....... Settle those problem and stay as our cell leader. We(your cell) may not...

Woooooooo!!!! NO LESSONS for 1 whole WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!! Only project work in groups, but I like super unlucky lor, my group leader is student counciler but he is a poor leader lor. The members all slack then to get the work flowing, I have to assign the roles and things our leader should be doing lor. So tiring......... how siah to last 1 week like this. I go take lousy role in the group then now like become leader. Arghhhhhhhh........ I am going to get SUPER STRESS now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I though that the whole week I can slack and rest but now how to slack siah????? We doing drama about Lim Bo Seng then I suppose to write the script now but I doing almost everything. Some of them maybe not slacking but still lah. Hope I will still have energy lor to continue playing my PS3 and other commitments. I hope our group can finish this project and quickly so that I can start resting. If got more of project work, I hope they give us longer time and easier project so that I can be ...