Boredom Madness

This song got stuck in my head. Alamak! And I am beginning to like Demi Lovato too.. But here is the most important part. There will always be those days you remember why you chose the piano, instead of any other instrument. Well, today is one. As for updates on myself.. Hm. Still. If people remember why this is my favourite song, they would know my feelings right now...

Hihi! 40+ more days to A'levels. Prelims have already passed. So what are my results? H2: 29,39,39 Quite a good intake for H2 subjects when I studied and was looking for a B-C grades. So 40 more days to maintain such grades as it seems. And sign on and my life away to NS -.- Haizz. I am demoralized. Pretty much an understatement. I really don't know what to feel, to say, to think at all. All it not alright. Its all bleak right now. I tried, and that makes it harder to swallow. It should be study harder. Give me a break, like I really have the morale to fight on after a landslide defeat. What about regroup fast? I have 40+ days left. Do I look like I have time to regroup. Once I regroup, I will be in the exam hall waiting for a UUU. Triplet code for an amino acid as it seems. I am considering deleting myself from the Earth, or existence and re-emerge after 3 Dec. Delete Whatsapp, FB, Twitter, Instagram, and not pick up calls or reply SMS anymore but the most importan...

Masochist or Sadist? To a  extent, everyone is either or. But most are both. There are some people who are a pure masochist, or a pure sadist. But I think they are rare. Most people like to inflict pain either on oneself or others. But there are boundaries to everyone's torture. Everyone probably has drawn their own lines and will not cross it just to derive more pleasure or satisfaction from it. So then what are their standards?? You don't know! Haha! Cause you may not en know them :p Teehee! But this one you should find an answer. What are your own standards? The boundaries in places, when the wall must be erected?  Well, thats for you. However, who really thinks of such stuff? Don't point that finger at me. I will -.-... it would be unlikely that you know what you are. More of a S or a M? This was topic raised (See, I wasn't thinking about it!) and I have been labelled by my sister as a Mosochist. Would kindly love to differ, but all my argume...

Many things can turn one's head. Freedom, money, hurts, and the list goes on... Once heard, "There is a price to everyone's morals." So what happens if someday, someone decides to buy out your moral. Would you give in? There may come a price too huge to refuse, too tempting to decline, too enticing not to accept. Well, its been on my mind for a while.... What is the buy-out clause for my morals? Would I ever considering selling, giving in to the thing that I live by, to give away the thing that I hold dear, that defines me... Food for thought...

Daddy God had began his efforts to find his prodigal son. Trying to find him and draw him back. Yet the son still chooses to hide. *Will do up a story soon.. Its a trailer now*

Need to find something to update with... Shiok covers!! Or I found this guy who is zai sio! Alright. Not only about the guitar. Lets move on to the piano.. They call themselves the PianoGuys.. LOL! But I really respect this guy in the group called Jon Schmidt! Zai sio... He composed a song at 17 years old.    And another zai one.. Jarrod Radnich. Should have saved them all, and released one by one right? So can more 'updates" Haha!! Enjoy bah... There is a lot more zai stuff on youtube.