Boredom Madness

Well, I was doing QT last night lah.. and will God spoke... Hm.. It is rather mind blowing still to me. Because last night, I was redo-ing my NLK, and alos doing ODJ... The most amazing part of it was that both talked about the same subject. I decided to do NLK and it was talking about the abundant he has promised. God did not say that there were no strings attach to the eternal life. But he said that abundant life is a life that is lived in LOVING obedience to him. Then there was a poem on how God sent his son to die for us. That love for us, that drove him to the cross. Then I was doing ODJ, and it was talking about rejoicing. Rejoicing that Jesus that died, and has risen!! And then I asked to hear his voice and 4 words formed in my head. "You are my son." And well, it left me think how powerful is love. That he drove God to become man, and to die for such a wretch like me. How great is his love, something I am unable to comprehend!!! Is love really that powerful?? Today...

Hm... Today, my thoughts are are jumbled up. Hm... Well, today I went to D.I and what my eyes saw was that the shaking that is happening in D.I can really be seen. It not minor one that can be covered up but it is visible. Well, I saw that D.I has rather "shrink" as I can really see the drastic difference in attendance when Si'er was still here, and after he left. I am not saying the leader now are lousy, but the shaking is really affecting D.I... And then I was thinking to myself, I see Rhema, we are suppose to be 10 strong but then week in week out, only a few are truly rooted. Then I think to myself, why is D.I suddenly a place that feels so dead?? Where is all the hyperness?? Where is the D.I I once knew?? I know that there are still many regular faces but where are the new souls?? Where is the passion that was burning so strongly in our hearts once?? Where is the compassion for the lost?? You can say, I feel burdened yet to nothing. Isn't that as good as not bein...

A wound so deep, A hurt so huge, Your loss saddens his heart, and tears start flowing down, those that are the apples of his eye. But no hurt is too deep, no wound to huge, that he can't mend, He is healer, but all he longs is for you... For you... for you to seek refuge in him, for you to find strength in him, for you to love once again, for you to stand up again and worship him. Oh man. this is random but I did a break from doing R-formula. I going siao le!! Oh man.. Make me study for an hour!! LOL... Don't ask me why the poem so random, maybe becoz I random. Idk?? Well, but this poems those reflects my thoughts. And what I know of him. I might not know all, I might be to lousy to comprehend his imba-ness, and glorious majesty but I know he is my strength, my healer and Saviour. I think you all will again ask me why I write so emo poems. I am not. I am telling myself to embrace it with open hands. No more running, no more hiding le!! Time to let the wound be healed. Ok, some ...

Woah!! Today, I just got back my results for my O'levels!! and guess what I just passed!! Woohoo!! After 10 years, since pri2 except for PSLE, I have always been failing chinese and it has been the most depressing subject that I might have ever taken. Failing for 10 years is not motivating, right!!?? Going into the hall gave me butterflies in my stomach. I was nervous, afraid yet peace filled my heart despite the uncertainties that were surrounding me. Isn't that great??!! I asked God in China, to help me pass my Chinese O'level Oral. I also tried going on a fast, but it did not materialised. Yet God has been faithful, with no strings attached, he passed me!! God has shown me that he will always hear our prayers. Indeed, just like my previous post. Faith does miracles!! And this post is evident to my previous post!! I admit that I was doubtful at times, but who would not be if you have never experienced the adrenaline rushing through your body because you never passed your ...

What has God said about faith as small as a mustard seed? He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." - Matthew 17:20 And i found this on Youtube, What can Faith do? PE Band, lets have a sleepover after Os then we watch fireproof together, then cry together. Ok maybe it would just me..

Doing maths is depressing so I decided to browse through Facebook, then I came across this link that my mum posted... Interesting song... Hm.. So I went to listen to it, then I found Fireproof, the movie again!! Oh man, I think I must watch Fireproof because the song, "While I am Waiting" is also from that movie!! So I want watch Fireproof. The one that I found in youtube after browsing around after clicking her link: This the one she posted:

LOL.. Hi people (wif the Hong Kong ascent, blame Io Tong lah) :D Today is Sunday and it has been pretty eventful. I when to 2 libraries (Just wait, to see the reason why I want to whack Yan Hong), Lefa, Joshua, You Fu came to house to play real and virtual soccer. We kind of got own by people stronger than us. I know them, the batch of my primary sch. People whom I had played before, but it has been a long time. They were definitely a class above most of us. Maybe better or on par with me.. but I never come compare because You fu kind of attacked his teammate, causing him to limp and feel pain at his appendix. To make things worse, he hit it twice!! Ouch!! I pity MYSELF LAH!! I also manage to pwn Yan Hong in PES 2010. Yan Hong, go train lah!! Hehe.. Pretty interesting day, and in addition to the fun, there was a A-Maths test the following day, and if peple came to my house. I confirm can't study lah!! Diaoz.. I like studied 30 mins.. Chiongster sia!! Hope can pass happy le. Well......

Ok.. Maybe it is time to update again le.. Wah.. I super lazy sia.. Today it the day I can spam playing PS3 le leh!! Confirm spamming, but then got tones of homework still left undone. The worse part, everyday I try complete them, I realise there was more lah.. Sian sio... Now my to-do list has the + El Project + 2 Maths Paper + 1 Physics Paper + 1 E-Maths paper + 1 El Picture Discussion + And what the bleah sio!! Oh man!! So much work, but I just spammed 3 games on my PS3 le... :D How I missed the nice graphics man!! How I miss pwning the teams... Unlike my PSP, my Ps3 team is mush strong... My PSP, though it is fun to raise a new generation of soccer players into the future almighty team, the process is tough, coz I playing all 17 years old players sia... :x While PS3 I get the young ones than are not so young, around 22, to play then train them since they can still develop... I have a feeling you won't get it right?? LOL.. Nvm.. Ju...